AikAik.Purple.Lifee

2007-11-21T22:28:00.001+08:00

I have moved!
http://purpleheartedgirl.blogspot.com

2007-11-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

Today ...
Had lots of fun! =)
Went for Shanghai meeting in the morning.
Sing and sing.
Lalalala.
Then got our Shanghai tee.
It's dark PURPLE! =)
LOLs.
After that went out with Andrea and Amos.
A.A.A.
'A's Family. =P
Went to ...
Pandan Garden.
Then Jurong East.
Then IMM.
And then Jurong Point.
LOLs.
And and ...
We took our 'A's Family neoprints. =]
Had such a great time! [:
'A's Family also has 3 little secrets.
Hahahaha.
1 of the 3 secrets will be revealed on this Sunday.
Hehe.
The 'A's shopped for like so many hours loh.
Went home at around 6 plus near 7 liao loh.
Then train-ed home.
Ya that's all le.
But in short, Had lots and lots of fun today.
And lastly...
'A's Family just RULEZ ...
LOLs.
Haha.
Okay 4 more days ...
I am getting more and more excited each day. :)
But I know I am going to miss everything in Singapore ... :(
So ya.
Bye bye.

- The 'A's Family Neoprints =D

2007-11-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Okay ...
I am not back yet.
Hahaha.
I AM STILL OVER THE MOON.
LOLs.
Okay I know I am lame.
My buddy chat to me on MSN.
She is so super friendly kay.
Now really very excited to go Shanghai to meet her.
LOLs.
Okay I am tired now.
I am sleeping super early today.
Cos tmr Shanghai meeting is in the morning.
0930.
Sianz.
So early loh.
Oh okay.
And one last thing.
Thankx Sobbina for this wonderful blogskin.
Stopping here.
Good nitex.

2007-11-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

Okay meet xh at market bus stop.
Both of us also late.
Hahaha.
Then ate breakfast.
And then went to school for video editing.
I didn't even do anything la.
Cos I am flying soon.
LOLs.
So very slack.
12 plus we left.
I was punished by Some People cos I blogged in school.
25 squads.
But I did more than 25 squads loh.
Cos keep asking me to re-do.
Opps.
It's kind of like obvious who the Some People is.
But never mind la.
Hahaha.
Then bus-ed home loh.
And then here I am.
LOLs.
Okay I know I super lame.
And and and ...
I AM SO OVER THE MOON KAY!!!
Cos my Shanghai buddy's mother MSN-ed me.
Haha.
But it's all in Chinese. -_-
And I don't really understand.
LOLs.
Hahaha.
So chatting with my buddy tonight at 2000.
So cool loh. =)
Okay might blog later if I can't sleep in the night.
So ya.
Bye humanz.

2007-11-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

Let see ...
Today was quite busy.
I change 2 blogskins in a day.
Cos the 2 can only be seen in FireFox but not in Internet Explorer.
So ya.
Ask Sobbina do a blogskin for me.
Thanks Lots!
Love you lots too! =D
But she will only give me the blogskin tmr.
Okay was supposed to meet Sobbina at 1245-1300.
But you know la ... AikChoo ... What do you expect?
At 1245 I called Sobbina and tell her I still at home.
LOLs. =X
So quickly went out of my house.
Bus-ed down to west coast.
Raining so heavily loh.
Luckily I got umbrella.
If not I will be stuck in the rain.
So went to find Sobbina.
And we taxi-ed from market bus stop to school.
I know is super lame la.
Haha.
But you see, it was raining.
That's why ...
Shanghai meeting!
Did nothing much today.
Just sing and sing.
We are the world.
One moment in time.
Tian Shi.
And Kuang Hai Fang Shi.
And oh sing half way then I remembered I forget to bring the banner soft copy.
So called my kor kor.
And he brought the soft copy down to school for me.
So nice of him.
Where to find this kind of kor kor. =D
LOLs.
Then after that continue sing and sing loh.
After Shanghai meeting went to market with J.A.A.A.S!
Jun Wei. Amos. Andrea. AikChoo. Sobbina. =DD
And then we chat at the market for like more than 1 and a half hours.
Oh my ...
Then bus-ed home with Sobbina.
And still not enough.
We had a MSN conversation not long ago.
Same people la.
J.A.A.A.S!!! =DD
And Amos was 9 mins late today.
LOLs.
Hahaha.
So sianz loh.
Tmr still got media club.
Meeting xh at 0915 tmr.
So ya.
Might sleep early tonight.
So nitex human.
Counting down ...
5 days before I fly to Shanghai ... xP

2007-11-19T19:57:00.001+08:00

- Photos taken yesterday

* Our Shoes!

* Shopping Queens

* Me and Andrea! =)

* S for SHANGHAI! xP

2007-11-19T11:11:00.000+08:00

HarLow!
I slept so late yesterday night and yet I was awake so early today.
I woke up at like 0830.
I slept less than 6 hours loh. =X
Nothing to do.
So changed my blogskin.
LOLs.
Going to school for Shanghai meeting later. =)
So update tonight.
Bye.

2007-11-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

Okay just came back.
Went out with Andrea and Jun Wei.
We went to ...
Jurong Entertainment Centre.
Then IMM.
Then Jurong Entertainment Centre again.
Then Clementi.
Then Queensway.
Then Vivo City.
And then to my big Aunt house.
All we do was just shopping.
LOLs.
And we took photos too.
But too bad, I left my phone in my cousin's car. =X
So cannot upload photos.
After shopping went to my big Aunt house for steamboat.
Yummy ...
And then went home loh.
Tmr got Shanghai meeting again. =)
Oh my ...
I spent so much time on the banner la.
And like finally, Principal is happy with that banner. =)
Ya that's about all le.
Lazy to blog in details.
6 more days ...
Time is like flying la.
So fast loh.
I scare I later go Shanghai and then Singapore sick.
Haha.
I know I am gonna miss everything here in Singapore.
Sigh.
Oh okay.
And Andrea just realised that the 'A'(s) always chat a lot.
Amos, Andrea and AikChoo.
Hahaha.
Gonna be a good girl.
Going to stop chatting with Amos and Andrea.
Sleeping soon.
Hahaha.
The hotmail is so super lousy la.
I have been trying to send an e-mail to Mr Lee since 11 plus.
And now still cannot send.
Sianz.
Don't know must wait until what time.
Haiz.
Forget it la.
Try sending to Mr Lee again tmr.
Okay it's 1 minute before 1 AM now.
I must be a good girl.
Sleeping le.
So good nitex people.

2007-11-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Karina!!!
Like finally.
Haha.
Didn't chat on msn today at this hour.
Only sms-ed Amos and Andrea not long ago.
LOLs.
Haha.
See, what a good girl I am.
Okay sleeping early today.
From today onwards, I must make myself sleep before 1 AM.
Or better still, 12 AM.
Must prepare myself for Shanghai trip.
I have exactly 1 more week to train myself.
7 more days ... -_-
So fast la.
Okay enough liao.
1 AM liao.
Good nitex people.

2007-11-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

Erm ...
I am super jealous now cos of ...
SOMETHING la.
LOLs.
Went shopping the whole of today.
Meet my cousins at around 1045.
As usual la, I was late. =X
Hehe.
Went to OG in chinatown.
Then went to Harbour Front.
And then to IMM.
We travelled here and there la.
Haha.
Bought a lot of stuffs.
All Shanghai stuffs la.
8 more days ... -_-
I am gonna miss everything in Singapore.
Sigh.
Going out with Andrea tmr.
To shop again.
Still got a few more items haven't buy yet.
So buying tmr.
Yeah.
That's all le.
I am JEALOUS!!!
Goodbye.

- I like this song a lot! It's very nice. =)

2007-11-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much to blog.
Afternoon went for Shanghai meeting.
Did the gift for our buddy.
So cool loh.
Then rest a wihle then Prinicipal meeting.
Then went to my big fish house for dinner.
After that went home.
I have been doing the Shanghai Banner for the past few hours la. =X
And I am super tired la.
I forgot that I am supposed to go online to chat with Andrea, Sobbina ans Amos.
When I go online, Sobbina went to sleep liao.
And Amos was like, 'you are late for 2h 39mins'.
So Sorry to you people.
But still managed to chat with Andrea and Amos.
But after a while Andrea went to sleep also.
Then I went offline cos my Kor Kor needed to use the com.
So chat with Amos on SMS.
Hahaha.
Going out to shop for Shanghai stuffs tmr.
LOLs.
Counting down ... 8 days ... Shanghai! -_-
Okay that's about all.
Bye humans.

2007-11-16T13:18:00.000+08:00

Muhahahaha.
I am here blogging again.
Yeah ...
Doing video editing just now.
Tonight will be home super late loh.
Got Parents' Briefing by Principal.
If I am not wrong, it's 1900-2100.
Sianz.
So late. -_-
Counting down ... 9 more days ... to SHANGHAI!
Okay got to do Media Club posters for Open house.
Update tonight.
To be continue ...

2007-11-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Okay have been chiong-ing 終極一家 for the past few hours.
Just finish episode 16.
Watch again tmr.
My energy level low liao.
LOLs.
Need go school tmr for media club in the morning.
And Shanghai meetings in the afternoon.
Then Shanghai meetings with the principal at like 1900.
Ya.
So pratically whole day in school le.
Sianz.
10 more days.
So fast loh.
And I will be going to Shanghai. -_-
Okay need to replenish energy le.
Good nitex people!

2007-11-15T15:33:00.000+08:00

Okay just came back from camp not long ago.
Erm ...
Overall quite fun la.
Went to Little India for outdoor shootings.
Slack a lot with xh, Natalie and Wei Yang.
But still managed to capture quite a number of photos.
Then went back to school for lunch.
Mr Lee asked me to edit banner.
Then went into his office to see the banner.
After that talk to ksl a while.
Then went out with xh to meet Lina's maid to pass me my sleeping bag.
By then was like late liao.
Then we had our BBQ.
After that went to bath.
All the girls and Zhi Jie followed me, xh and hui mian to the basketball court.
We all played games and had lots of snacks.
Then lied down to see stars.
Yesterday night quite a lot of stars.
At about 12 plus, Ms Pang came and chased us all away.
Said that ksl coming.
So no choice went back to our room.
Watched movies.
Then ksl came again and asked us to pack up within 5 mins.
Everyone was like ... ...
So me, Naz and Jo went to look for Ms Chua.
Then she also say don't watch le cos is like 0130 le.
So okay went back to the girls' room.
But me, Naz and hui mian couldn't sleep.
So just sat outside the classroom.
Then jo and Haikle came along.
We chat and chat.
Then at around 0300, Ms Pang came to talk to us for a while.
Jo and hui mian pulled out a matress.
And so me, hm, Naz and jo sleep on that matress outside the classroom at around 0330.
Woke up at like 0500.
Cos my phone alarm rang.
But then was very tired, so went back to sleep at 0530.
Then woke up at 0700.
So like we slept for 3 hours.
LOLs.
Then had breakfast.
Kaya bread and hot milo.
Then Mr Lee asked me to edit the banner again.
So didn't play games with the rest.
After that go to MC room for some sort of like debrief.
She said that ksl apologised to her for yesterday the movie thing.
Cos he thought that MC was also part of the combine UG camp.
So that's why.
And of course, went to eat lunch with xh and hui mian.
Then went home.
So ya.
That's bout all le.
For the sake of ... , no matter what ***** blogged in her blog, I have decided not to do anything.
Hate me for all you want.
Cos I don't mind.
I don't need your love anyway.
Okay better stop.
And yeah chiong-ing 終極一家 tonight again.
Hahahaha.
Okay blog again later.

2007-11-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.
I have done the banner. =)
LOLs.
Oh my ...
I have Media Club camp tmr and I haven't even pack a single thing.
Hahaha. =X
Better go and pack now.
So that later I can continue to watch my 終極一家! =D
Bye!

- Shanghai Trip '07 Banner. =)

2007-11-13T20:04:00.001+08:00

Okay I am cutting this post short.
Cos I need to help Mr Lee do the banner for the Shanghai Trip '07.
Went to meet Sobbina.
Then went to Mac for brunch.
Then went back to West Coast to collect our blood test.
Hahaha.
We got the same blood group.
Long lost sisters ba.
LOLs.
Then went to school.
Ms Yeo and Ms Jane just talked and show us pictures of the school.
We are supposed to know all the things about KRSS.
Then mini choir again.
After that Mr Lee wanted me to do banner.
So went into his office and talk talk loh.
After that went to have wafer with Amos and Sobbina.
Accompanied Amos to wait for his bus.
Then me and Sobbina headed to hair salon.
And I did all these to my hair.
Bleached.
Dyed BLACK.
And then re-hightlighted DARK PURPLE.
Yeah. =X
Say bye to my RED hair.
Hahaha.
Took photos with Sobbina.
Then went home.
After 11 days, finally talked to ... on the phone just now.
But I know is still best to see ... in person.
Now that my hair is not that obvious, I can go and see ... liao.
Okay that's all le.
Need do banner now.
No 終極一家 today.
So sad. =(
Got no time to watch.
Lalalala.

- Photos

* While waiting ...

* My 'new hair-dresser'

* Me And Sobbina

* Formal!

* Twist!

* Happy, Sad and Angry!

2007-11-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

Good Morning!
Just woke up about 45 mins ago.
LOLs.
Hahaha.
Another episode finished.
Moving on to episode 13. =D
Not bad la.
I chiong-ed very fast liao.
Tonight chiong-ing again. =)
Meeting Sobbina later for brunch.
Then collecting our blood test report.
And then of course, go to school for Shanghai meeting.
Time really passes very fast.
12 more days before I fly to Shanghai.
And these also means something ...
I am only left with 12 days to settle everything that is still not settled.
Haiz ...
Okay I need to prepare to meet Sobbina liao.
Update again.
To be continue ...
終極一家!!! =D
LOLs.

2007-11-13T01:13:00.001+08:00

So fun watching.
And I have like watch for 8 hours.
Oh my ...
People chiong-ing studies while I chiong-ing show.
So horrible. =X
Hahahaha.
This is so wrong loh.
Okay tmr meeting Sobbina.
Must go sleep liao.
Nitex people.

2007-11-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

HarLow!
After came back from school, I have been watching 終極一家.
For like the past 5-6 hours. =O
Oh going to school tmr for Shanghai meeting.
And most probably spraying my hair black.
Next week then re-highlight PURPLE ba.
Okay wanna watch my show again. =)
So bye people.

2007-11-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

I am in school now.
In media club room.
So sianz.
Video keep hanging.
Cannot do anything.
So watch you-tube with xh loh.
The X Family. =D
Nice!
Feel like going to see ...
But my hair.
Forget it la.
Don't know what time then can go home loh.
Hang here, hang there.
Sianz.
Okay need to get back to work.
Update again tonight.
Bye bye people.

2007-11-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

Okay just came back from Orchard.
Went there with Andrea. =)
Met her at Clementi MRT station.
Then train-ed down to Somerset.
Went to Orchard Plaza to do our Shanghai Trip '07 tee.
Most probably dark purple shirt with gold printing.
Cos me and Andrea saw the sample.
Quite nice.
LOLs.
But that's provided no one object loh.
Then went to shop and walk around.
We shopped from blue sky to black sky.
And one thing, don't ever go to town on weekend.
It will be flooded with humans.
Hahaha.
Then train-ed to Jurong.
Again, the train was loaded with humans. =X
We talked so much on the train.
After that went home.
Okay some personal stuff.
Am I going to wait until I come back from Shanghai then go talk to ... ?
Or should I just have a talk with ... these few days?
Erm ...
I am not very sure what I should do now.
But I know I have to make a choice.
I am so afraid that I might make the wrong choice.
But I have been constantly reminding myself that Fear is TEMPORARY, Regret is FOREVER!
I think I know what to do now.
Hopefully ... =)
Okay that's all for now.
If I am bored leter in the night,
I might blog again.
LOLs.
Okay bye people.

2007-11-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

Actually I didn't use ***** de.
I am so kind to use ex-f.
But too bad la.
Unfortunately I saw your MSN nick.
So decided to change from ex-f to *****.
Since you like it so much what.
Ya I can also do what I want in my blog what.
You can too.
I don't care how you insult or scold me in your blog.
COS I KNOW YOU AREN'T ANY BETTER THAN ME!
Why would I bother telling stuffs to ksl?
When I don't even ****-ing care about you.

2007-11-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

HarLOw!
Yesterday slept so late.
I was supposed to wait for Andrea to call me.
But so sorry Andrea.
Cos I fell asleep. =X
Then woke up in the middle of the night.
Saw Lyn message.
Not meeting le.
Cos very tired.
Officially woke up at 1000.
Oh my so late.
LOLs.
Hehehe.
Dad cook breakfast for us.
Noodles, ham, egg and cabbage.
Yummy ...
The two men in my house cook really well.
Hahahaha.
Then watch tv together.
After that Dad went to cook lunch again.
Of course it was super yummy.
Hehe.
And now I am here blogging.
Waiting for Andrea message.
Meeting Andrea later.
To do our Shanghai Trip '07 t-shirt.
Not sure where's the place.
But never mind la.
Andrea knows.
Hehe.
Okay update tonight.
Need to bath now.
Bye bye!

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

2007-11-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

Okay just came back not long ago.
Went to Clementi area for dinner.
Erm quite yummy la.
But I still prefer me staying at home and being served by my kor kor. =D
Went to the salon again to buy hair dye for my Ah Ma.
And guess what?
After going in the salon, I decided to re-highlight my hair.
Most probably next week ba.
I want my PURPLE highlight. =P
Going out with lyn tmr.
She wanna pierce.
Not sure which part of the ear.
Hahaha.
I might pierce la.
But I don't know where to pierce.
LOLs.
Tmr see how loh.
That's about all for just now la.
Now I am listening to songs.
Chatting on MSN.
And waiting for my kor kor to come back home.
And I am so bored kay.
Nothing to do lei.
Other than crapping here.
I am chatting with Andrea now.
And my kor kor is back.
So cannot crap here liao.
My kor kor need to do his homework.
So ya.
Nitex humans.

2007-11-10T16:08:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Back here blogging again.
Morning went out with my kor kor for breakfast.
Then he went out.
So I went back home myself.
Then kor kor came home again to cook lunch for me.
So nice of him rite?
Hehehe.
Then he ate with me.
Yummy ... =P
And then went out to take photos again.
-_-''
I love my family so much.
Every single one of them, papa, mama and kor kor all pampered like siao.
I scare I go Shanghai I ...
No one to pamper me ... =X
Oh well, is time for me to learn.
Sianz.
14 days lei.
I leaving soon.
15 more days ... =O
Sigh.
8 days.
Maybe what the ***** said was right la.
自己做错了，不会去跟他说对不起啊！自己在那里伤心做什么。
But I think it's too late to apologise ba.
And I know what he want is not just an apology.
I think it has came to a point when apologising doesn't work liao.
I don't know la.
I will be going to school for the whole of next week.
For Shanghai meetings and Media club camp.
Thinking what I should do to my hair.
Ms Chua is going to nag me again when I go for the camp. =X
I am going out later.
So must go bath now.
Okay update tonight.
Bye peoples.

- Took this photo on a shaky bus.
That's why it's blur. =X

2007-11-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

I know that ***** know that I read her blog.
But since it's public, it's for all to see.
I don't think there's anything wrong with me reading her blog.
And about the highlighted hair, you can highlight all you want.
You want RED just go and highlight.
Don't like to have the same colour as me?
Then too bad loh.
Who call you so slow.
Go ahead and hightlight other colours loh.
Is not my hair anyway.
And I am not attracting attention here.
If you think I am, then is your business.
And I don't need you to care.
And you think I care?
NO, will be my answer.
And if Ksl bother to tag you, it means he really care a lot for you.
And just to let you know, I told him your URL.
You can hate me for all you one for telling him your URL.
I also don't care.
But you won't be hated by me.
Cos Ksl taught me this, LOVE you enemies.
Though is not easy, but at least I am trying to.
That's all.

2007-11-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

So much to blog today.
Don't know start from where also.
Got happy things, sad things and ...
Okay let me start from the ...
After media Club, went to foyer to meet those Shanghai Trip people.
Then after a while the bus came.
So bus-ed to some place la.
I forget le.
Then we took the Singapore River Cruise.
Though was quite hot, but it was ...
So so so super fun la.
Hahaha.
Sat with Andrea and Amos.
Okay talked all the way.
After the cruise, took a group photo with Raffles.
LOLs.
Then headed to Chinatown.
Had lunch there.
It's quite expensive loh.
$5 for my wanton noodles.
And anyway was not very nice also.
After that went to Chinatown Heritage Centre.
Saw a lot of old old things.
Damn cool la.
The old people.
The old kitchen.
And even the super old toilet.
Walked around and took photos.
After that went to back to school loh.
The principal wanted to see us.
Okay when we went back to school, principal talked to us.
Then gave us our buddy information.
And guess what?
I now a bit scare to go Shanghai liao la.
Cos my buddy's father is a PRISONER OFFICER!!!
I can imagine my life there ...
Oh my ... =X
When Mr Lee and principal knew that, they were like, 'AikChoo good for you.'
Then principal suan me like what la.
He say maybe after going to Shanghai, I change into a very good girl.
And I won't be given detention anymore.
I was like -_-''
LOLs.
I will be living in a 77 square meter house. (3-room flat).
And I will be taking train with my buddy to school everyday.
I think I ...
Never mind.
I must learn to be independent.
Yes, AikChoo needs to learn.
After that went to try on blazer.
It was so super hot la.
And it took me so long la.
Managed to find a few blazers that suits me.
So Ms Yeo and Ms Jane asked me to choose which one I want loh.
So just took one of them la.
By then was already 1815 liao loh.
Then Andrea went home.
I went to find Sobbina.
Cos she going with me to the clinic.
She needed to take her vaccination.
So walked to the clinic.
When we reached, Dr Koh just opened the door la.
So we went at the right time.
We were the first 2 patient.
Went in to see Dr Koh with Sobbina.
She vaccinated first.
And when Dr Koh was going to jab her, she ...
'Aik Choooooooooooooooooooo!'
LOLs.
Hahaha.
Okay cannot laugh at Sobbina.
After Sobbina was my turn.
I need to know my blood type.
So went to do some blood test.
And Dr Koh needed to take my blood.
I was worst than Sobbina la.
I bite my bag la.
LOLs.
And then he poked me on my right hand.
But there's no blood coming out.
So he asked me to rest first.
Then after a while he said he trying on my left hand.
He is so so nice kay.
He keep saying that it's not pain, it will be over very soon.
He is the most gentle male doctor that I have ever seen la.
So finally, there's blood.
After that was Sobbina's turn again.
Didn't remember her doing anything this time.
Then talked to the doctor for a while.
And I think we pro la.
We see the doctor from 1830 to 1900.
Half an hour lei.
I bet people waiting outside must be wondering why we so long la.
Hahaha.
Anyway I also don't know la.
Then bus-ed home with Sobbina.
Ya that's all for today happenings.
Read my ex-friend blog.
Saw that passer-by.
Btw I know who is it la.
If only ...
Haiz. =(
No matter what, I will never forget this.
Kopi and Cha Shao Bao. =)
Okay don't feel like blogging liao.
Bye people.

- My highlighted hair.

* Before

* After

( Anyway thankx to xh for spraying my hair )

* On Cruise
It was super windy that's why our hair ... =X

* Sobbina, Stephanie, Keith, Jun Wei, Andrea, Amos and me. =)

* Amos and Keith paid $2 for that snake.
2 brave boys ... =)

- Photos taken at Chinatown Heritage Centre

* The SUPER CUTE and SUPER IRRITATING boy ...
Wei Hong! =P
He was trying very hard to kiss that man. LOLs.

* My sirname! =)

* Sobbina, Wei Hong and me. =)
Okay this is quite blur. =X

* Stephanie and me. =D

* Sobbina and me. =D

* Alicia and me. =)

* Farah and me. =)

- Group Photos.
* Shanghai Trip People '07! =D
Opps my blouse wasn't tucked in. =X

* Raffles is so hot!
Under the sun ... LOLs. =X

* Outside the entrance of Chinatown Heritage Centre

* And my poor hands ...
Still pain kay ... =(

2007-11-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

HarLow!
In school now.
Just now went to meet xh in Clementi.
Ate big breakfast at Mac.
Yummy ...
Then came to school meet Ms Chua.
She was talking to me and suddenly, ' AikChoo! Your hair ...'
I was like ... -_-
It took Ms Chua so long for her to notice it.
And anyway I thought some people never come school so quite safe.
But when I look to the side I saw some people walking towards me.
I was like ...
'Ah ... '
Then I run la.
Hahahaha.
But anyway xh gonna spray my hair for me later ...
Ya la, must spray black back so can be a good girl :] (Blogged by xh)
LOLs.
Now so bored la.
Nothing to do.
Waiting for Ms Chua to come to the Com Lab and see our video.
I think she having meeting now.
Sianz.
About 2 more hours to FUN TIME with Shanghai Trip people '07.
Shanghai Trip people '07 sound so ... er ...
Thinking of some cool name to call ourselves.
Any suggestion from anyone?
Please leave a tag or what loh.
SHT'07? (Suggested by xh - ShangHai Trip'07)
Erm ...
*7 days le.
Still the same.
How?
What to do?
What's the right choice?
Can anyone tell me?
Haiz ... :'-(
xh is going to spray my hair liao.
Okay nothing to blog le.
Okay bye!

2007-11-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Okay just reached home.
Went to hair salon with my mum.
Highlighted my hair RED!
But not the whole hair la.
Only the side of my hair.
Meeting xh tmr at 0900 for breakfast.
Going to school to edit video.
Then going on excursion with Shanghai Trip people '07.
So cool ...
Okay going to bath now.
Sleeping early tonight.
So bye people.
And good nitex!

- Okay, I look retarded with the aluminum foil on my hair ... =X

2007-11-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

- Our FIRST excursion. Tea Chapter! =P (26/10/07)

* See how attentive we are?
What a good batch of people ... =O

- Us in action now!

*Sobbina in action! =)
See her face. Btw it's really hot.

* Me in action! =X
Though I am smiling but it's super hot kay.

* Andrea in action. =)
See how skillful she is?

* Shanghai Trip People '07 =D
Not forgetting Qi Qing. He got fever that day. That's why not in the picture.

- A very old song by Nsync. NICE! And theie dance is so ... BEST! =D

"It's Gonna Be Me"

[Lance:] It's gonna--be--me
[Justin:] Oooh, yeah

[Justin:]
You might've been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen them all come and go, oh..
I remember you told me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally,
Get to love somebody
Guess what,
It's gonna be me..

[JC:]
You've got no choice, babe
But to move on, and you know
There ain't no time to waste
You're just too blind (too blind), too see
But in the end, ya know it's gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (somebody)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me

[Lance:] It's gonna be me
[Justin:] Oh yeahhhhh...

[Justin:]
There comes a day
When I'll be the one, you'll see..
It's gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna

[Justin:] It's gonna be me

All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don't wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When finally (finally)
You get to love
Guess what (guess what)

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you (for you babe)
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (love..)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me

Every little thing I do (ohh...)
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally (baby when you finally)
Get to love somebody
Guess what (guess what)

[Justin:] It's gonna be me..

2007-11-08T09:11:00.000+08:00

Good Morning!
I woke up early today.
Scan things for my Kor Kor.
And then also scan some neoprints.
Me, xh and yee Jiat de.
Taken ... Don't know when la.
Quite some time liao loh.
Going out later for breakfast.
Then vaccination.
Then most probably my big aunt house.
And then night ...
Erm ... Not sure yet.
So won't be home till quite late.
So okay, I am getting hungry.
Might update more later in the night.
Okay SAYONARA people!

2007-11-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali! xD
I somehow find my own way here.
BLOGGING! =D
Okay, let me see what to blog.
My Kor Kor is doing his project.
I am listening to my music.
As well as thinking about some things.
And also chatting with Andrea on MSN.
See I can multi-tasked. :)
Going for another vaccination tmr.
I think is Hepatitis A.
Oh going to school on Friday morning with xh.
To do our SMA (School Media Award) video.
Sianz.
But it's okay.
Cos Friday noon going on excursion again with Shanghai people.
So cool ...
Actually not that cool also la.
Cos after every excursion we got to do some reflections.
Must also do homework one okay.
Must do power point presentation also.
See must do so many things.
Okay and now I don't know what to blog liao.
Thinking of ...
Kopi and Cha Shao Bao.
Thinking of ...
How to make myself stop thinking ...
LOLs. Haha.
Okay, I sound like I am not making any sense.
But actually that's what I am really thinking loh.
A few more mintues to 1:00 AM.
And I am still awake.
My kor kor is also awake.
And he is beside me now.
haha. I know I am lame.
But just can't help it. Cos I am really bored.
There's nothing i can do now.
Is so late now.
Other than blogging and sleeping, there's really nothing to do liao.
But I can't sleep. Hahaha.
So continue blogging loh.
Listening to Jay Chou new songs now.
One word to describe,
NICE!
No harm listening to Jay Chou songs.
Though you probably can't really hear the lyrics properly.
Okay, my computer need to rest now.
I shall stop blogging now.
Yes, at this moment.
Before my computer explode.
Okay Nitex people.
Zzz ... zzZ ...

2007-11-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

Reached home around 1840 like that.
Though today is the last day of our extended term, all the teachers are going full blast.
We had 3 test today and we had our lessons from 0800 till 1700.
And Mrs Tan told us that from the second week of 2008, we are going to be like this.
Full Blast!
Wah ...
Really crazy loh.
But I know is all for our own good. Haha.
Social studies test was er ... I didn't do the last 2 question at all.
And is like 7 marks each.
So I lost 14 marks liao. And is a 25 marks paper.
Haha. I failed!
Chemistry test was worst.
Do almost the whole practically wrongly. LOLs.
Physics not that bad.
At least I did the experiment correctly.
But my answer is so different from Mrs Soh.
So the marks of accuracy for practical also gone down all the way to zero ba. Hehe.
Look like I am so dead la. -_-
I also don't know why I so careless.
Maybe I am thinking of some other things ba.
Actually the truth is I am thinking of some thing.
I know myself best. No point telling lie.
But nevertheless, I am so proud to announce that EXTENDED TERM IS OFFICIALLY OVER! Hohoho.
But still I have to go to school almost everyday except tmr.
Next week will be our Media Club camp.
Can't wait. I know it is gonna be fun. =D
And oh ya, have you guys realised something new at my DarLINKies?
And yes, 3E4'o7 class blog.
Cool. =P
*5 days le. Still the same.
Don't know when will all these stop ... =(
I kind of like regretted what I did la or what I didn't do.
If only I could rewind the time, I would have 珍惜 you ...
I guess it's too late. Haiz ...
Okay I also don't know why I still so ...
Maybe that person means a lot to me.
Hopefully that person is happy now ...
Okay enough of all my craps. Bye humans.

你只有一个
独一无二
我不懂珍惜是我太笨
直到失去了你
才知道原来我是在乎的
不管如何
都不要忘记你是最好的

我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿　又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

2007-11-07T08:53:00.000+08:00

HarLow! Having English lessons now. Btw ending real soon. In like a few more minutes time. Haha. I was late today. I reached at 0830. Hoho ... I was late for like half an hour. Haha. Actually don't even want to come one loh but today got 2 practical test and 1 written test. Total 3 tests! Wah! Killing us loh ... So no choice, come loh. Next few lessons are going to be really boring. I am afraid I might just died of BORDEM. Haha. Okay English lessons ending now. And I have to go ... Bye. Update again tonight.

2007-11-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Went to school early today. Had English test. There are a lot of mistakes like spellings, grammar and others. We are supposed to edit. When I saw that paper, I was like, 'Got mistake mah?' And Ms Heng said, 'Yes of course my dear.' And I was like -_- My English is really horrible. There are many sections. Some sections 10 marks mean got 10 errors. Some got more marks then more errors la. But to me, the paper like normal lei, where got mistake. LOLs. I bet Ms Heng will faint when she see my paper. Then was Math. Expected, I failed that E Math paper. 18/37. I failed by half a mark. In life, there's always FIRST TIME. So see, this is my FIRST TIME failing E Math. Okay, anyway is nothing to be proud of. After that break. Then chemistry. Did experiments. Anion testing. And then TEST ON THE SPOT too. Cool rite? Hope I can do well ... Tmr will have another test. Is cations and anions testing, test for gases and mole concept. And there will also be a social studies test. Oh my ... So much to study ... Lessons end around 1330. Went straight to Shanghai program. People from Henderson Sec School came to share with us their experiences in Shanghai. Kinda fun. Friday excursion again! =D Starting to like this program more ... I am getting more and more excited. Though during that period in Shanghai, I am going to miss a lot of important things like peoples' birthday, chalet and many others. We are most probably making T-shirt and jacket for this trip. It will be damn cool la cos we are the first batch and there's only less than 20 of us including 1 principal and 2 teachers. Hehe. Waiting for Ms Yeo to send us the photos that was taken on our previous excursion, tea chapter. I want the photos ... *4 days liao. Things are still the same. Sad. =( Haiz ... No matter what, I know AikChoo will stay strong and face everything. Yes, she definitely will. Okay not going to bother about social studies but studying for Chemistry later. So bye people.

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
It's every little thing you do
That makes me feel this way
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know
It's every little thing you say
That makes me feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
Cause it's every little thing you do

2007-11-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

Today erm ... Morning went to school early. So went to second level to do A Math homework. Asked Mr Chan to help me. But he said, '你去问他啦.' And I was like why? He say nothing la. But I know there's something loh. I was not born yesterday. Haiz ... After that went for lessons. Time passed very fast today. Don't know why lei maybe becos me and kar keep talking ba. After lessons went to NUS physics Demo Lab. Mrs Soh is like super happy cos she can see a whole full of physics. LOLs. I look at her with that -_-'' face. Hahaha. Btw it was really fun la. Science is just so interesting. After that when to eat cheese prata with kar, jas, fred, vanna and jake. Yummy ... Hehe. But haiz ... Mrs Tan is going to have lessons with us tmr until infinite. Means as long as she wants ... Then Mrs Soh is going to have lessons with us on Wednesday till 1600. And ya Chemistry test on Wednesday too. And I haven't even started starting a single thing. Oh my ... days are getting longer. And sianz ... Again, cannot go for Shanghai program tmr. =X It has been 3 days liao. And yet koh's words are all still in my mind. I just cannot stop thinking about what happened on Friday. Sigh. Saw wj's blog and she said she's buying kopi and cha shao bao for ksl tmr. Hope that wj can brighten his day ... I know wj can brighten his day, and she will. Enough of all these stuff, it will only make me even worst. And out of a sudden, I found that there's 2 cuts on my thumb and 1 on my index finger. I don't even know when on earth did I cut myself. Never mind. Maybe I was careless la. Not much homework today. But still I have to do. Ms Tiong is checking on me on my homeworks. Cos I did badly for my E Math. And oh ya, XinRu cheese prata! And pls, love physics. Haha. Okay that's all. Bye.

After going through so much,

I finally realised something ...
掏心掏肺掏情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是我
才在你流泪时沉默

2007-11-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my big aunt house. Going to sleep soon. Too lazy to do homework liao. Okay waking up early tmr to do homework. Left with A Math and physics. Will be meeting Lina tmr at 0800 in school. I think there's media club. But I am going for lessons la. Sianz. Okay that's all. Nitex people.

You are right!
You can do a lot of things and I can too.
TIME is what we needed.
And the problem is
We don't have the time ...

2007-11-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

Wake up at around 0800 today. My dad bought breakfast for me and my kor kor. Most probably going out again later. Change new tagboard. Haven't do A Math homework. Sianz. Doing later. Tmr going to NUS for some physics thing la until about 1600. Oh means I cannot go for Shanghai program. Sianz. I want to go loh ... Haiz ... Actually don't wanna go school tmr one but cos got Shanghai program so go loh. But tmr also cannot go for Shanghai program ... Go to school for what? Haiz ... Might blog tonight after I finish my homework.

不让你走

看着你哭得累了慢慢睡去
他还在门外坚持不肯离去
我能陪你挺你甚至为你出气
就是没拥抱的权力
不想再帮你劝你送你回去
我真的觉得自己傻得可以
我对你的感觉已经不能再压抑
决定不再让你为爱流一颗泪滴
我不要再让你走
我不要再为爱情低着头
他已失去所有值得你爱的理由
我不要再让你走
就在他面前握紧你的手
带你回到你最快乐的时候

不想再帮你劝你送你回去
我真的觉得自己傻得可以
我对你的感觉已经不能再压抑
决定不再让你为爱流一颗泪滴
我不要再让你走
我不要再为爱情低着头
他已失去所有值得你爱的理由
我不要再让你走
就在他面前握紧你的手
带你回到你最快乐的时候
同情他当初温柔对你
可是今天都不再有
你还要骗自己多久
爱已蛀成伤口
我不要再让你走
我不要再为爱情低着头
他已失去所有值得你爱的理由
我不要再让你走
就在他面前握紧你的手
带你回到你最快乐的时候
带你回到你最快乐的时候

沉默

我们早就一无所有你要什么
撑开的手裂缝太多被爱穿透
风不再哭泣
因为哭也没什么意义
世界沉默了我
掏心掏肺情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是我
才在你流泪时沉默

我们虽然一无所求平凡生活
无奈蜚言流语太多左右你我
梦不再甜蜜
因为梦醒后满眼空虚
未来沉没了我
掏心掏肺情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是我
才在你流泪时沉默

掏心掏肺情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是我
才在你流泪时沉默

Wj never fails to make ksl SMILE ...
And me? Never fails to disappoint and hurt him ...
See the difference?

Okay bye bye.

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

Intelligence Interval * Cognitive Designation

40 - 54 * Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69 * Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84 * Below average
85 - 114 * Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129 * Above average ( I AM HERE! :D)
130 - 144 * Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159 * Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175 * Extraordinary genius

2007-11-04T00:04:00.001+08:00

Nothing much for today. Went for a vaccination. I think is against bird flu. Will be taking another vaccination, Hepatitis A on Monday. If I took the vaccination on some normal day, I bet I will be damn painful la. But while I took the vaccination today ... ... I guess my heart is too pain to feel the pain of the vaccination. Yesterday I lay down on my bed for more than 5 hours and yet still awake. Couldn't sleep at all until about 3:30AM. And guess what? I woke up at 0700. And now I am super tired la.

That's when I hurt you
when there's nothing I can do to change the fact
But there's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Nitex humans.

2007-11-03T03:18:00.000+08:00

Today ... Lessons in the morning. Chemistry did experiment with Xinru. And suddenly Mrs Tan asked all of us to evacuate cos Billy broke a thermometer. She told us that it is very dangerous as mercury evaporate and all of us might just get mercury poisoning. So we all must be evacuated. After everything was cleared, continued doing the experiment. A Math lessons was boring. After recess had English. This is the best English lessons loh. Ms Heng didn't even teach at all. Instead, she taught us how to fold paper plane. A very good paper plane. And my class go crazy and started throwing the planes around. Our fun ended when Ms Tiong came. Ms Tiong was like, 'faster pick up all the papers on the floor!' So we quickly settled down. After Ms Tiong left, we had E Math test. I sure fail. I did my first question wrongly. And I left 2 questions BLANK! I think total I lost more than 20 marks. This shall be my very FIRST TIME FAILING E MATH. Forget it, it's over. That's nothing I could do. I am feeling helpless. After that went for Shanghai program. Had a fun time. A mini choir instead. We sang songs. It will be part of our performance in Shanghai. Singing 天使, 关还方式, 童话 and 细水长流. But still not confirm yet. All the songs all very nice. Except the last song. Is too china Chinese liao. Don't like. But still we have to sing. Then went to the com lab to learn more things about Shanghai. After that do some reflections on our previous trip to tea chapter. Did a super fun activity too. Is called the ‘鸡同鸭讲’ --- 你知道多少？Cos in Singapore and Shanghai, the Chinese is very different. We are given the Shanghai Chinese and we are supposed to guess and translate the words in Singapore Chinese. Damn funny la. I mean the Shanghai Chinese la. I bet I will have a hard time communicating with the people in Shanghai. Then accompany Wen Hao. Then some things happened la ...

And yes! I am VERY VERY HAPPY now cos I got back my phone. Oh my ... By typing that previous sentence, I found out that my nose is getting longer. I know I can lied to the whole world. But I definitely cannot lied to myself. Deep down in my heart, I know how am I feeling now. I am feeling so damn downcast. Maybe becos I know the fact that I have deeply disappointed and hurt someone. Someone who I took for granted, someone who don't deserve all these, someone who ... ... I really cannot continue anymore. *Crying*

Now that it's all said and done,

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.

I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

I am stopping here. Nitex people.

2007-11-01T17:55:00.000+08:00

I have been home very early for the past few days. And obviously there's a reason for going home early. Haiz ... Decided to use back this blogskin. Don't know why also. And see the time, it's 5:55 PM again. Okay I know I am super lame. Just came back from outside. Went to Clementi just now with my mum. Walked around loh. Nothing much la. I saw koh in that shirt today. I know you are disappointed. But what can I do? I tried to do something but I still failed. Oh well never mind. I seriously don't know. By the way, thankx to all who tagged in my tagboard. I really appreciate every single tag. Going to study for tmr E Math test le and my A Math homework are getting more and more. Cos I haven't even do anything from the first day Ms Tiong gave the homework. And today is like the forth day. Can you imagine how many sums I need to do? Sianz. Oh my, how am I going to study when I don't even know what will be tested? Better get going. I need to find out from people now. Ah ... Bye humans. I am starting to dislike school. How?

It's too late to Apologize

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground..

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Average

Your Inner Color is Purple

Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great.

You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a partner who sees your vision and adopts it as their own.

Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician.

You Are 61% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse.

Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

You Aren't In the Best Of Moods

While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way.

You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three.

Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.

2007-11-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

Today ... Reached school at 0755 like that. Then lessons and lessons. Bored! Not listening most of the time. My brain is shut down. Tmr have E Math test. Don't think I will pass. I haven't been really listening in class loh. Maybe do some self-study for E Math later. See how la cos I going out later. Tmr will have any excursion with the shanghai people again. [: Hope it will be another fun trip with you guys. Might blog tonight. That rude GIRL is not okay at all ...

2007-10-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

xh, you are very right. I didn't get back my phone. I should have listen to you and go with you. Maybe I won't be so ... now. Really sobbing ... :'-( It just doesn't seem to work! No matter how hard I try, it just doesn't seem to work. Essay after essay, incident report form one after another ... I am very sick and tired of doing all these. I give up! I really give up. No matter what I do, it just doesn't work. Ya I am not understanding. What about you? To you, I am just a person who is rude and inconsiderate. Forget it. No point wasting my time. I seriously give up. Lim Aik Choo, stop being so naive la. Something just won't change no matter what you do. Wake up la! Don't want to blog anymore. That rude GIRL is still sobbing ... :'-(

2007-10-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

See the time, it's 5:55 PM. My favourite number. Okay I know I very lame. Hehe. Today was okay la. Reached school at around 0810 like that. Then someone came out of the office and said, "Someone angry arh?" Cos yesterday night I did SOMETHING. Haha. Anyway not angry la. Just want back my phone badly ... As usual, Ms Heng was late for lessons. She gave us a singlish passage. It's so damn funny la. Me and kar laughed and laughed. Got a lot of la, hor, Kayu, tahan, tee-kee (stubborn) and a lot la. Funny loh. A Math did a few questions. And then I glued my head to the table and stared at kar. Then ... Zzz zzzZ ... And I fell asleep only for a while cos kar laughter woke me up. =X Break went out with xh and yee jiat to buy wafer. Then went back school again. Had chemistry practical. Evaporation to dryness. Something similar to crystalisation. Tmr another 2 hours of chemistry practical. And then Saturday another 4 hours. 0800-1200. Mrs Tan sure dragged one loh. Sianz. There's goes half of my Saturday. I will be in school practically everyday loh. So sianz. See, Nov 1st 2 weeks got extended term. Nov 3rd week got shanghai post trip program and media club camp. Nov 4th and Dec 1st week in shanghai. Only Dec 2nd and 3rd weeks free. But need to study a lot. Cos Dec 4th week got exams. =X No time to play ... Haiz ...Oh I think I will not use coloured fonts liao. People are complaning that it's hard to see. So white is the best! Okay I want my phone! I need my phone! Return me ... PLEASE ... :O Okay that's all. Bye peoplez ... !

Cai Hong

那里有彩虹告诉我，能不能把我的愿望还给我，
为什么天这么安静，所有的云都跑到我这里，
有没有口罩一个给我，释怀说了太多就成真不了，
也许时间是一种解药，也是我现在正服下的毒药，
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，你的声音这么近我却找不到，
没有地球太阳还是会绕，没有理由我也能自己走，
你要离开，我知道很简单，
你说依赖，是我们的阻碍，
就算放开，但能不能别没收我的爱，
当作我最后才明白；

有没有口罩一个给我，释怀说了太多就成真不了，
也许时间是一种解药，也是我现在正服下的毒药，
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着，你的声音这么近我却找不到，
没有地球太阳还是会绕，没有理由我也能自己走，
你要离开，我知道很简单，
你说依赖，是我们的阻碍，
就算放开，但能不能别没收我的爱，
当作我最后才明白；

看不见你的笑要我我怎么睡得着，你的声音这么近我却找不到，没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕，没有理由我也能自己走掉，释怀说了太多就成真不了，
也许时间是一种解药解药，也是我现在正服下的毒药，

你要离开，我知道很简单，
你说依赖，是我们的阻碍，
就算放开，但能不能别没收我的爱，
当作我最后才明白。

2007-10-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

I am so bored now cos I am alone at home. My mum, dad and kor kor went to my house downstairs to watch Ge-Tai. Oh my, is so super noisy and irritating la. I just don't like Ge-Tai. Wah ... I in my room still can hear la! Errrr ... idiot! I am still waiting for koh to reply me when is he going to return me my phone. I want my phone badly. No, it should be I need my phone badly! Phone phone phone ... Errrr ... To some people, I am not understanding ... But ... Forget it. I don't want to blog out. Tmr still got lessons and it's gonna start at 0800! Oh my, so early la. But it's okay cos I am ending early tmr at 1230! Yes! Btw, I am upset now. Okay whatever la, I need my bed to console me. So good nitex ... :'-(

*Still waiting for an answer!

2007-10-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

Okay just came back from lessons. End around 1530 loh. Mrs Soh dragged the lessons. Sianz. Btw it is supposed to end at 1500. Okay never mind. I was super tired today la. I struggled through all the lessons making myself not to sleep. And is like today is only the first day of the extended term. How am I going to survive through the whole extended term ?!?!?! Oh my ... E Math lessons was okay la but still very tired. Then Mr Yamin lessons. Started of with a treasure hunt and me and kar break the clue and found the place where the treasure was hidden. Hehehe. So smart rite? Hahaha. He teaches SS in such a interesting way not like Mrs Rama. That one can sleep arh. But I still prefer Mrs Tee la. Oh well is not for me to decide. Then physics do two experiments on light. From today onwards, I will have no physics practical buddy. Sob sob. Xinru dropped physics liao. ]: So sad ... I will be alone le. No one to help me liao. Haiz ... Oh still got A Math and E Math homework. Later then do. Haha. I seriously want my phone back la. It has been 2 weeks liao and my phone is still with koh. Kind of pissed off la. Things are sort of like settled (should be la, I also don't know) and yet he still haven't return me my phone. Boo. Whatever la. That's all la. Bye bye humans. =]

2007-10-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

Update tmr. Got to go to school for lessons tmr. So ya good nitex people.

Ling Ting Shi Jie
- A song sang by JJ Lin, Ah Du, Lin Yu Zhong, Lin Zhi Jing & Jin Sha

(宇中)靠近我手心感觉你天生的美丽
从发线直到眉心那种仔细
(俊杰)如果我从此害怕迷路的游戏
但愿我不会认错你的呼吸
(威尔)听汽车地铁川行
听有趣的事情
(金莎)听白天黑夜交替
让心动悄悄的跨越墙壁到你家里去
(阿杜)我唱出世界所有你爱听的歌
直到我沙了哑了也不觉口渴
(俊杰)世界有太多悲剧太伤眼睛了
我拥有你的声音就能很快乐
(志清)靠近我手心感觉你天生的美丽
从发线直到眉心那种仔细
(金莎)如果我从此害怕迷路的游戏
(威尔)但愿我不会认错你的呼吸
(宇中)听汽车地铁川行
听有趣的事情
(俊杰)听白天黑夜交替
让心动悄悄的跨越墙壁到你家里去
(阿杜)我唱出世界所有你爱听的歌
直到我沙了哑了也不觉口渴
(宇中)世界有太多悲剧太伤眼睛了
我拥有你的声音就能很快乐
(阿杜)我靠我指尖在分辨
(宇中)你在我沉睡的脸留下来的唇线
(金莎)我跑就算我看不见
(威尔)只要牵着你的手
(俊杰)害怕都会不见
(合唱)我唱出世界所有你爱听的歌
直到我沙了哑了也不觉口渴
世界有太多悲剧太伤眼睛了
我拥有你的声音就能很快乐

Xiao Shuo
- A song by JJ Lin & Ah Du

(林)有些故事就在平凡中被传说
(林)爱到是其中一个最重要的理由
(杜)其实你我都经历过
(杜)最难的就是舍得
(杜)舍得让她挣脱你的手
(合)长夜就像小说
(合)结局留在最后
(合)怎么笑怎么做怎么走
(合)这结果任你左右
(杜)我沉迷在小说
(林)不知为何泪流
(合)任他哭任他笑任他过在其中
(合)找回我自由

(杜)谁的故事让你忍不住很难过
(林)谁的故事让你忍不住很难过
(杜)会想想自己若是他该怎么生活
(林)在无常的风风雨雨
(林)人变的自做自受
(杜)困在爱里得不到解脱
(林)得不到解脱
(合)长夜就像小说
(合)结局留在最后
(合)怎么笑怎么做怎么走
(合)这结果任你左右
(杜)我沉迷在小说
(林)我不知为何泪流
(合)任他哭任他笑任他过在其中
(合)找回我自由

(杜)长夜就像小说
(林)结局留在最后
(合)怎么笑怎么做怎么走这结果
(杜)任你左右
(林)任你左右
(林)我沉迷在小说
(杜)不禁为他泪流
(合)任他哭任他笑任他过在其中
(合)找回我自由

2007-10-28T01:30:00.001+08:00

Went to my big aunt house for dinner. Before that my mum brought me to cut hair. REGRETTED. The stupid aunty don't know how to cut one la. Should cut one never cut, shouldn't cut one go and cut. Idiot! My fringe so short loh. Not even touching my eyebrown. Ahhh ... So short. Cannot take it la. I want my fringe back ... Sob ]: LOLs. I bet with my life that I will never enter that stupid salon ever again. Still haven't do homework. Sianz. Never mind la tomorrow then do. Better go and sleep now cos need to wake up early tomorrow. So nitex everybuddies. [:

2007-10-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 1100 today. Then went down to buy breakfast cum lunch for my kor kor and myself. Then watch tv for a while. And here I am blogging. Going out later. So update tonight. Need to plan my time-table now. So Bye!

2007-10-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

And yes, it's 12:00 AM now. Let me blog about today. Went to school as usual. Prize ceremony in the morning. Then collected almost the whole school OHP. After that went for recess and slack all the way in the gallery. Then appreciation day celebration. I felt that the program was okay until when the sec 1 classes started performing skits. Oh my ... It's so ... erm ... nothing to say. I nearly died. Died of boredom. After school, went to chinatown tea chapter. Principal abandon us. Haha. He last minuts cannot go cos he need to do something la. He told me but I forget. So only Ms Yeo and Ms Jane went with the 15 of us. 1 was absent. Had so much fun kay. But wei hong is so super irritating la. Everyone feel like giving him a slap. Is like so embarrasses la. When the people there asked us to take out our shoes, he took out his socks. He talked non-stop one loh even if the people there talking. He just talk and talk things that doesn't make sense. Luckily principal not there, if not arh ... But then is still very fun la. And I bet there will be more to come. Hopefully principal can join us the next time and do something to wei hong. Haha. =X After that bus-ed back to school and was dismissed from there. By the time I reached, my mum was already waiting for me le. And yeah, went to see Mrs Soh. Ms Heng was there too. Then Mrs Tan came along. Mrs Soh and Mrs Tan said that I need to TALK LESS and STUDY MORE. And both of them were so puzzled about my A Math results. I got a E8. They were like saying how is it possible to get a A1 for E Math and get a E8 for A Math? LOLs. Hahaha. Actually I also don't know la. Then Mrs Tan say I 1 semester pass physics then fail chemistry. The other semester pass chemistry then fail physics. Like so funny la. Then they talk and talk. Finally finished talking. So went down to level 1. Wanted to tell koh that I not seeing him today for my phone la. But unfortunately, he saw my mum. And yes, start talking and talking. My hair, my blouse and ... etc. The he told my mum that the problem is I DON'T TALK. Is like all the teachers are confusing my mum. Mrs Soh and Mrs Tan say I talk too much, then koh say i don't talk. It is so contradicting loh. My mum was like asking me so is you talk too much or you don't talk? And I just smile ... I have got nothing to say. And anyway Mrs Soh want me to plan a study time-table to show her. She say no more holiday mood liao. Must start studying SERIOUSLY liao. If not next year I will die horribly. Ahhh ... Still PHONE-LESS. Don't know when then can take back lei. But anyway I will be going to school almost everyday for the next few weeks. So I will just keep pestering him until he return me my phone. Okay I shall stop here. I think I have just been attacked by the "ZzzZ Virus". And only my bed can cure this. So good nitex people. ZzzZ ... ...

2007-10-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday cos I was staring at the computer for hours just to do SOMETHING. Today was fined. In the morning went to find koh to give him kopi and cha shao bao. See Mrs Soh 6 periods today. And she told our class that she wouldn't be following up. So sad loh. Ms Chow will be taking over for physics. As for who will be our form-teacher next year, it is not confirm yet. Sigh ... Chemistry went through corrections. After lessons went for twinning post trip activity. Not bad la, quite funny. And sian ... No report book. I will only get it tomorrow when my mum see Mrs Soh. I think is my conduct ba. Never mind, I will know tomorrow. After twinning went to see koh again. Talk and talk. But still my phone is with him. No, to be exact he returned me my phone BATTERY! Oh how this is so great ... So what am I supposed to do with that pathetic BATTERY?!?!? Ahhh ... You are so EVIL. Okay going to chinatown with the twinning people tomorrow to some tea chapter la. Hope it will be fun la. My holidays are almost full. Extended term, twinning post trip program, some sort of re-exam for the whole of my class, media club and many others la. Boo. So busy. I think I can forget about playing la. Still need to study for the re-exam. Sianz. I am gonna do well for all especially A Math. I don't want to drop A Math la. I want koh to teach me. [: Tomorrow is appreciation day. No lesson. Yeah! Okay got to go and do my physics homework le. Bye people.

Hurt so bad

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了

2007-10-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

LOLs. I am back here blogging again. And yeah, just now forget to blog that Mrs Soh said that she will be calling my mum. And yes, true enough, she called my mum. When I reached home, my mum was like ‘你的老师打电话给我.’ Then I was like I know. Mrs Soh told me what. Mrs Soh told my mum about my POOR results especially ENGLISH. Then told my mum that I late for school for 8th time. -_- Oh and then asked my mum to meet her on Friday in the afternoon. And my mum just say 'Okay' ?!?!?! Is like oh wo de tian la. But my mum actually forget that she is not free on Friday. So HENG arh ... I am going to tell Mrs Soh that my mum is not free on Friday. And anyway I am not free either. I think I am going for some sort of like post shanghai trip excursion on 25 and 26 Oct which is this coming Thursday and Friday. So cool. Though I don't really feel like going shanghai but still I have to go what. You know, principal lei, don't go later I die! haha. :X Tomorrow getting back report book. I think I am so gonna die la. My results are really terrible and horrible. The results range fron A1 to E8. LOLs. And the worst thing is I FAIL my ENGLISH. :O Really need to do a lot of studies during the holidays. If not I will still die horribly next year. Haiz ... Oh still need to do Ms Tiong A Math homework. If not tomorrow she will kill me la. Okay 再见 people.

本来

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

The day you cried

Jay:
I've seen the pain I caused, It's hard for me to lie
I didn't mean to make you cry

Chris:
We could've built a castle high up in the sky
But the love we shared is somewhere far away

Chorus:
How deep is your love, girl I can't deny?
The pain that I feel you're the reason why
If only I could've known that I could be so wrong
How deep is love, I can see it inside
The times you cried and stayed by my side
I finally realised, the day you cried

Richie:
I've lived and learned, some painful lessons in my life
And girl, the truth I can't deny

Mikel:
Just give me one more chance to make this turn out right
Cause I need you here forever in my life

Chorus...

Bridge:
Richie:
I feel your pain, I need your touch
I see the truth inside these tearful eyes
Jay:
I know next time, I'll make it up to you
I can't live without you
Mikel:
I swear I'll be true
Girl all that I need, is to be where you are

Chorus 2x

2007-10-23T15:11:00.000+08:00

HarLow! In media club room now with xh, hm, Lina, Natalie, Arun, Steph, Enqi, Debbie, Sheila, Stella, Benjamin and Hoe Yan. Nothing to do. So blog lor. Blah blah blah. Punished by Ms Tiong cos I never do her homework. And she complained to Mrs Soh loh. Like so WTH?!?!? Is like I hardly never do homework loh. 1 time only (I think so) then complained to Mrs Soh. Sianz. Chinese watch movie, The Choir. Didn't watch cos I was obviously sleeping la. Not surprised. After that went for talent quest. Erm ... no comment. I shall keep it to myself. Mrs Tan was super straight forward la. Some of the comments she had given was so ... er ... you know ... :x And my prediction was erm half wrong, half right. Cos I didn't get back my phone. Not cos I never see koh or what. But that's cos he was not in school again. My quite reliable source, Mr Chan told me something about his absence. Erm ... Get well soon! [: I am not that heartless after all. Ya that's about all. Might blog tonight. Okay Bye bye! [:

2007-10-22T22:18:00.001+08:00

Raining now again. The rain today so weird la. Rain then stop. Then rain again. LOLs. Hope tomorrow morning also rain. So can go to school late late. Haha. Okay it's getting late and yeah, time to sleep. So good nitex! Wanna find me can locate me at Purple Lifee Dreamy Land ... Haha. [:

Keep holding on

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

2007-10-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

Today okay la. Nothing special. Slack and slack. But Ms Tiong taught new things for A Math. And you know ... Aikchoo?!?! Of course not listening la I was probably on another planet. Okay this is not something proud to announce. And guess what? There's A Math homework and I don't know a single thing! How how? Cannot like that, I shall be very attentive in class tomorrow. [: Chemistry lessons went to the library and play. Mrs Tan was not free. So didn't come to teach us. But Ms Tiong trust that we will behave. So didn't send any teacher to supervise us. Ms Heng go through with us the EL EYE paper passage. Then Mrs Soh took over Mr Taib lessons. Go through physics EYE papers loh. We were released early at around 1400. Cool! Went to market with xh and hui mian. Then went back to school. We were supposed to go for media club. But just don't feel like. So went to canteen instead. Chat chat with Ms Goh, Lina, Zhi jie, xh and hm until around 1515. Then Ms Kai saw us while she was walking to the gallery. So sianz no choice, went for media club. Cos me and xh got nothing to do, Ms Chua brought her laptop for us. And what we did was just deleting some horrible photos. And that's it la. So bored loh. Then after media club, Enqi, Sheila, Stella and Ah Boy (Diana) went crazy. They don't want let me, xh and hm go home. So they blocked the way. Lame loh. Anyway in the end Ms Kai came to recuse us. Haha. After that bus-ed home. Still PHONE-LESS cos koh was not in school today. Oh well, there's always tomorrow. But I can predict la, I won't get my phone back tomorrow one loh cos whenever I go and see him, I am forever dumb (cos I just don't know how to answer his questions) and mute. (cos I don't know how to answer so I will usually keep my mouth shut) Don't ask me why. Cos me myself also don't know. Hahahaha. And oh, I am not sure if i need to go for ambassador things a not. Cos I didn't go and meet Ms Jamie Lim. And she was so angry that day when she saw me in the afternoon. She was like 'Where were YOU this morning? Why didn't you come and meet me?' Then I was like er ... Haha. Hope I will get my phone back tomorrow. I miss my phone ... Haha sound so wrong. And anyway with or without my phone I will still survive one la. So no big deal :X But hopefully things can settle asap. I don't want to spend my time on all these things. So ya. Bye bye people! [:

- Me and Lynn at Habour Front

- The entry pass

- Photos taken on 20 Oct '07 [:

2007-10-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Too much to blog today. So let me just cut it short. I was out the whole day until now. Haiz tomorrow need to go back school again. Now then I know that Wednesday then take report book not tomorrow. Sianz. Still need to wait for two more days. Okay that's all la. I have cut this post real short. Need to go sleep now or not tomorrow cannot wake up. I don't want to be late for school again. So ya Good Nitex people. Zzz ...

2007-10-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

Woke up quite early today. Met lyn. Then went to vivo for breakfast. ToastBox. Nice nice! Actually going sentosa one but raining. Then walked around loh. But was too bored. So still ended up at sentosa. Just went there 散散心 loh. Took photos too. But is all in Lyn's phone. She haven't send me on MSN yet. So cannot post. But I will post once I get the photos. [: Then went to Plaza Sing to walked around and had lunch there. After that went back west coast. Hang around at 709 void deck for a while. Then Lyn went home. And of course, I went to my big aunt house for dinner. Ya that's all la. I think that people around me are just like oxygen. I don't really noticed them. Sometime I don't even know that they exist. But actually they played a super big role in my life loh. Once I lose them, I will die! Make sense rite? Haha. Okay good nite everybuddies! Zzz ... zzZ ...

2007-10-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

无条件为你

爱你等于拥有一片天空任何风吹草动都有你存在其中

自然而然的轻松

一路到夏天的尾声无所谓到过於激动

我们有笑容我们曾心动不再是无动於衷

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳为你变坚强相信你的眼神

不敢想不敢问有一天坏的可能

无条件为你放弃单独的旅程为你坚强就不怕牺牲

我的灵魂如此沸腾为我爱的人

喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯我愿尽力完成你在我心中几分

难以形容的责任

爱一个人付出才会完整无条件越爱就越深

永远不分啊

2007-10-19T10:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday koh called my kor kor. Tell kor kor how rude I am and blah blah blah. Expected that koh will call my kor kor long ago. So not surprised. Actually I was supposed to see him today before 10 o'clock. But sick. So didn't go. Just eaten my breakfast. Delivered by daddy again. So nice of him. And now, rotting at home. I can't go out. B. O. R. E. D! I shall not keep this a secret anymore. I have been reading people's blog recently. To be exact, my EX-FRIEND. And yes, I have been thinking the questions koh asked her. When was the last time the 3 of us sat on the round table? After I see this, I thought of more things la. When was the last time we played volleyball together? When was the last time we bought cha shao bao and kopi for koh? When was the last time ... ... ... You know something? At least that person knows how to appreciate koh. She said she will be going to school on appreciation day and gonna buy koh the cha shao bao and kopi. Me? I don't know ... ... You see la, when is the last time I posted something happy? My post will always be I ran away from koh la, kena detained by koh la and blah blah blah. See? Some times I feel so bad when I am supposed to go out with xh and have fun but in the end ended up outside koh's office. Sigh. 人往往要在失去之后才懂得珍惜. Okay enough of all these. Something serious now. Hopefully I can get promoted to 4E. And people in 3E4 will all go up to 4E4. Though there will be a lot of changes as in the subjects we are taking, at least we are still in the same class. I don't want to slack anymore. No is not don't want, is cannot slack anymore. LOLs. We will know whether we get promoted or what on Monday when we get back our report book. Maybe blog again later. So Bye!

2007-10-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

Okay reached home early today. Sick. Things are not settled yet. Case is not close yet. Haiz ... Today was horrible. 6 periods of Ms Tiong, 3 periods of Mrs Rama, 2 periods of Ms Heng. And then last 2 periods was a scary one. The 3 evil sisters came in, Mrs Tan, Ms Fahizah and Mrs Soh. They came in to talk a lot. It's like a wake up call la. The whole class was so tense up. I was like hugging my bag damn tight la. I was scared too. LOLs. Then they announced those who may have to consider dropping subjects or taking combined science. When Mrs Soh called my name and said status quo, I was so so so damn super happy kay. I think is time I really wake up and start to be serious with my studies la. So after that Mrs Tan released those who are status quo. So after that I don't know anything la. Monday getting report book. Just hope that I can pass English. Although I know I failed already. Haha. I am just crapping again. Me and my crapz. I am sick and I can't go anywhere tomorrow. Except going out with my mum. -_-'' Sianz ... Okay I am still PHONE-LESS! Sigh. Don't wanna start all those things again la. Just to remind myself that THINGS ARE NOT SETTLED YET!!! I will have to do something about it. That's all! Blah.

Results for 2nd Combined ' 07 ( 60% of overall, whole year )

English: 51.6 ( C6 )
Chinese: 65.4 ( B3 )
E Math: 76.1 ( A1 )
A Math: 41.0 ( E8 )
Chemistry: 55.1 ( C5 )
Physics: 49.4 ( D7 )
Combined Humanities: 54.4 ( C6 )

Oh well, I have grades that range from A1 to E8.

The Ten Commandments

First
"I am The Lord your God,
Who brought you out of the land of Egypt,
out of the house of bondage.
You shall have no other gods before Me."
Second
"You shall not make for yourself a graven image,
or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above,
or that is in the earth beneath,
or that is in the water under the earth;
you shall not bow down to them or serve them;
for I The Lord your God am a jealous God,
visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children
to the third and the fourth generation of those who hate Me,
but showing steadfast love to thousands of those
who love Me and keep My Commandments."
Third
"You shall not take The Name of The Lord your God in vain;
for The Lord will not hold him guiltless who takes His Name in vain."
Fourth
"Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy.
Six days you shall labor, and do all your work;
but the seventh day is a Sabbath to The Lord your God;
in it you shall not do any work, you, or your son,
or your daughter, your manservant, or your maidservant,
or your cattle, or the sojourner who is within your gates;
for in six days The Lord made heaven and earth, the sea,
and all that is in them, and rested the seventh day;
therefore The Lord blessed the Sabbath day and hallowed it."
Fifth
"Honor your father and your mother,
that your days may be long in the land which The Lord your God gives you."
Sixth
"You shall not kill."
Seventh
"You shall not commit adultery."
Eighth
"You shall not steal."
Ninth
"You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor."
Tenth
"You shall not covet your neighbor's house;
you shall not covet your neighbor's wife, or his manservant,
or his maidservant, or his ox, or his ass,
or anything that is your neighbor's."

THE VERONICAS LYRICS

"Leave Me Alone"

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired and low
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

If you win your love

I'll feel better on my own

Leave me alone

2007-10-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

HarLow! Here to blog. Went to school as usual. Nothing much la. Check papers loh. During Chemistry, Mrs Tan talked to our class about our results and she say she might have to ask some of us to drop 1 science or even worst take combine science. I hope I am not 1 of them who will be going through all these. I hope I still can remain in pure science. Until now I still cannot believed that I actually FAIL physics. It's my FIRST TIME. And I sort of like studied for it la. To be honest, I didn't really study for the rest of the subjects and yet I can pass all of them. But I studied for physics cos is a Monday paper and I have got a lot of time on Sunday. So thought of studying. In the end, I FAIL. Ohhh soooo GREATTTTTT!!! Shouldn't had studied for it. For all you know I might be able to pass. But haiz this is a fact. Aik Choo FAIL physics. I will have to accept it. Fine, it's over la. Luckily my overall for the whole year E math still got an A1. If not I also don't know what to do le. Got back geography. Didn't do so well. But never mind la. Try harder next time. Okay actually I am supposed to see someone today after school. But ... Forget it. I don't want to blog it out la. Okay that about all. Can't wait for Friday. A day free from school again! [: Ya okay. So bye!

Results

Physics MCQ: 17/30
Physics structure questions: 22/50
Physics Essay questions
- One: 3/10
- Two: 4/10
Physics Overall ( SA2 ): 46/100

A Math Overall ( SA2 ): 37/100
A Math overall ( whole Year ): Unknown

Geography: 27.5/50

Combine Humanities Overall ( SA2 ): 55.5/100

E Math Overall ( whole Year ): 76/100 [:

2007-10-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

HarLow! Just testing out the new blogskin. Cos I couldn't have my purple font for the past entries. So sad. ]: Okay going to sleep soon. Still need to go to school tomorrow. Good nitex everybuddies. [:

2007-10-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

Just reached home. Went to eat with xh and hui mian. Then went walked walked around. Feel like blogging. So here am I. Okay start right from the morning. Woke up quite late but still managed to reach school on time. First period was math. Thought Ms Tiong will return us A math paper. But she didn't. So we ended up getting our E math papers. I was quite disappointed la. There goes my A1. After that was chinese. Didn't expect to do that well. But still not very good also la. But my composition section two was quite good. For the chinese letter writing, expected la didn't do so well. Then was English. Expected la. So no shock la. After recess got back chemistry papers. Not too bad. At least I managed to pass. Social studies quite disappointed too. Thought I would have done better. Oh well is over. Can't be bothered too. After assembly went for media club farewell party. Quite fun la. But before that still got something la. I don't feel like blogging it out. Blah. :X Left with only 3 more subjects haven't take back papers. Never mind la, we will get it back by tomorrow. Going out with xh tomorrow. So yeah. And for everybuddies information, I am back to my PHONE-LESS life cos of something la. So ya. Kind of use to it le la. That's all. Nothing to blog liao. Bye bye!

Results

English Paper One
- Section One: 20/30
- Section Two: 15/30
English Paper Two
- Comprehension questions: 7/25
- Summary: 14/25
English Oral: Unknown
English Overall ( SA2 ): Unknown

Chinese Paper One
- Section One: 12/20
- Section Two: 38/50
Chinese Paper Two: 45.5/70
Chinese Listening: 18/20
Chinese Oral: 21/40
Chinese Overall ( SA2 ): 67/100

E Math Paper One: 66/80
E Math Paper Two: 65/100
E Math Overall ( SA2 ): 73.75/100

Chemistry MCQ: 20/30
Chemistry Structure questions: 25/50
Chemistry Essay questions
- One: 0/10
- Two: 8/10
Chemistry Overall ( SA2 ): 53/100

Social Studies Source-Based questions: 16/25
Social Studies Essay: 12/25
Social Studies Overall ( SA2 ): 28/50

2007-10-15T17:56:00.001+08:00

Yesterday had lot of fun. Was out almost the whole day. And was super busy la. Full of things waiting for me to do. But today? Wo de tian! I am like rotting at home. Wake up super early loh at like 0800 cos my phone was ringing. It was my beloved father asking to open the door for him. And guess what? It's breakfast delivery. LOLs. He bought breakfast for me cos I was too tired. How nice! That's why I always I am very bless with lot of love and care. Okay I am being ego again. Haha. Although I am rotting at home, I don't want to go to school either. Wanna slack and do whatever I want. Don't want to go back to school to see my papers, to see people cry, to see myself cry and ... Haiz ... It's horrible la. Taking papers is not as painful as receiving your papers back. Let me emphasize, IT'S REALLY HORRIBLE!!! I am just afraid that my result will bring me to another class instead of 4E4. Sigh ... There's also another reason why I don't want to go school. I failed to do something. Is a deal between me and that person. Oh well, I guess our problem is getting worst. The deal is too much. And for Aikchoo to write even a 1000 words of essay is a real tortuous process. Thank goodness that I am still alive after writing that 1000 words of essay. Asking me to write another 2000 - 5000 words long essay will really drive me insane. Is not that I don't want to solve the problem, is that the deal is really too much, REALLY TOO MUCH. Hope that person will understand ... I guess hard la. That person just don't understand ... ]: Okay but after crapping so much, I still have to go to school not for the sake of getting back my papers, not for the sake of settling my problem but just for the sake that it is our media club farewell party for the Sec 4s tomorrow. Ya that's all la. Hope that I won't be too disappointed by my results tomorrow. God bless me! [:

2007-10-14T01:33:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Geylang. Going to sleep liao. Still need to wake up early tomorrow. So ya. Good Nitex people. See I said I am going to post tonight. And yes, I have posted. LOLs.

- Photos for the day ... [:

2007-10-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

Really had a lot of fun late night. But was too tired to blog. So went to sleep. I am going out again later. Should be Geylang again. Not sure yet, but just wanna eat the Rocher bean curd. Ah ... I am so addicted to it la! LOLs. And yeah, going church tomorrow. And my kor kor will be buying a new New King James bible for me! [: So cool. But he has been busy these few days and he haven't got me that bible. -_-'' Never mind, I shall wait patiently. Haha. Okay going out soon. Need to go bath. Blog tonight. Bye!

2007-10-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... I am so bored. I am only going out in the night. Still got like so many hours before night time la. B. O. R. E. D. I am sooooo BORED!!!!! Okay let me post some photos.

- Bought this pair of school shoes last week from Queenway

- And the special thing is that,
the stripes of the shoes can be changed! [:

2007-10-12T08:10:00.000+08:00

This blog was closed for 1 day cos of something. Shall not elaborate. But anyway I am back! So ya I will continue blogging. Yeah! Exam are over. But next week will be checking of papers. Another nightmare! Die die. Okay gotta do other stuffs. So ya, blog tonight. Bye!

2007-10-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to blog about. I finished my exam. Like finally ... Although I know I didn't really put in a lot of effort but ... Forget it. It's all over! Actually I don't have to go school tomorrow but too bad, I will have to go for the sake of my phone. Mr Koh took my phone AGAIN!!! Cos I refused to greet him. I very stupid rite? I also don't know why. I think my brain somewhere somehow is blocked la. This is the first time I see him so ... I think he is really pissed off la. Don't know la. No matter what I still have to see him for the sake of my phone. Haiz ... UNHAPPY! ]:

Hurt

我记得那时候你不让我牵你的手
激动得我快疯象掉进一个无底的洞

苦笑都带点痛自从你什么都不留给我追究
躲在我的背后亲手你用温柔交换了这一绸梦

oh baby why would you hurt me so long?
hurt me so long 这一个人不该是我
baby why would you hurt me so long?
please let me know 难过是你留给我的线索

莫非我的举动成了你的苦衷
才暗示我的所有你宁愿没有经过
爱预付得太多不是没有想过最愚笨的会是我

2007-10-09T19:39:00.000+08:00

I am not hurt, I am not sad, I am not stress, I am not ... I don't know. I think I am all mixed up. But one thing i know is that I am NOT HAPPY! ]: Okay enough of all these. Had Chinese paper 2 and A math paper today. Chinese paper 2 was crap! I just don't understand the damn passage. A math, ohhhh great, now I am retarded. I don't even know if I can even get 30 marks? It so damn hard la. After doing that A math paper, my brain cells are all dead. After papers hanged around in school. Saw Mr K. C. Tan. He asked me about how's my paper? I was like ... er ... Then he say ' well then you shall join my class next year, 4NA. ' I was like -_-''. But I bet he don't mean it la. Cos before he went home, he came to talk to me and asked me not to think about how I do for my English papers la. He said English is just too hard to fail. I stared at him. Pls loh, it may be true for some people, but for me, passing English to me is near to impossible loh. ]: He said shouldn't think too much about all those papers la. Cos what is done cannot be undone. I think quite true la. After that did E math. Then chit-chat with Mr Chan and some sec 4 girls. Mr Chan was like telling the sec 4 girls to persuade me to go ITE la. Blah. Mr Chan and his ITE. Haiz. But he is nice la. At least he teaches me math whenever I ask him. [: And today he also out of a sudden asked me to faster settle my problem with Mr Koh. Don't know la. Left with one more paper and one last day. And I can play all I want! I kept telling myself that fear is temporary but regret is forever. But i just don't know why I don't want to face my problem. Ms Chua has been asking me this every single day ' So when are you going to settle things with him? ' And obviously my answer will be ' har, still got exam, must concentrate, after exam la. ' But my exam will end tomorrow. So how am I going to reply Ms Chua tomorrow? Haiz ... No more excuse for me to use le. Sianz ... Never mind, I shall leave school straight after my papers. So I won't see anyone. :X haha. Okay that's about all. Oh I just realise something, my blog posts recently are very long. Haha. Should end here. If not will be even longer. Okay bye!

再见

电话还在响我有些心慌
熟悉的号码在挣扎
故作的坚强虚伪的力量
撑过这一刻更悲伤
没接的电话是一种惩罚
不该想却割舍不下

如果再见我你能说什么
说爱我或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过

短讯声在响凌晨两点半
惊醒的房里更孤单
一句睡了吗像你的习惯
这夜晚为你而混乱

如果再见我你能说什么
说爱我或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过

因为对你我连再见都
说不出口
我想你能懂爱还在心中

如果再见我你能说什么
说爱我或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠选择不联络
因为我担心你会听见我
还那么难过

2007-10-08T19:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night went to Bugis area to have that Rocher Beancurd again. I think I am addicted. Reached home around 1 plus. I was too tired to even study la. But I tried. Anyway, ended up sleeping without studying la. Woke up at like 5 plus today to study a bit of geography. Then during the break between papers studied a bit of physics. I am so gonna die la. Fail, fail and fail. Haiz ... I really feel that I am very fortunate to have so many people who care for me. But I am really idiotic at times when I don't even realise the one who care for me is just beside me la. Maybe I will only realise after going through a lot of things... But ... Don't know la. I want exam to finish soon as much as I don't want exam to finish soon. Doesn't make sense rite? But ... I want exam to end soon cos I have got activities lined up for me. Wednesday, after my math paper 1 and I will be free!!! Going out, but not sure where yet. Maybe town? Feel like catching a movie. Thursday, gonna sleep at home in the morning while xh and the rest are having their papers. Then meeting xh and all after their papers. Going K-Box! So cool ... Friday, most probably sentosa. Saturday, maybe going East Coast to either cycle or blade. And Sunday, I am going to church. Erm having been attending for quite some time ... After church should be going out with church friends again. Kinda miss them ... See, this is why I want exam to end early ... But once exam ended, no more excuse for me to run away from my problem. My diary is still with Mr Koh. That means I still have to see him to settle things. I owe him a lot of explanations. Haiz ... Enough of all these stuff, I just want to play la. Left three more papers, two more days and I will be free!!! Free as in exam-LESS. But loaded with problems. Nothing special today. Studied after school. Mr Chan teached me A math. He is just so nice. [: Mr Heng refused to teach me cos I refused to eat his cake. Haha. Lame. Then Mr Lok came along. So chit-chat here and there la. Did some revisions for A math. Nothing much loh. Maybe studying later. Bye!

- Mr Lok drew this cos he is bored.

2007-10-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Geylang. Went there for dessert. Before that I was dinning at Jurong East, then watching movie at my big aunt house. I am so tired now. Going to sleep liao ... ZzzzZ ...

- Taken at Geylang ( Some dessert shop la )

- Beancurd with Soya bean and egg tarts

- Yummy ...

- Reflection

2007-10-06T08:52:00.000+08:00

If only we humans were computer ... No feeling, nothing. Just press ' Delete ' and everything will be gone. Isn't it good? I am not so sure either. Looking at my Little Miss Guai Kai ~~in disguise~~ list, 10 simple rules that I set for myself also cannot do properly. Like out of 10, I have already broke more than 5 of them. How idiotic can I be? Haiz ... I slashed, I caused hurt to people, I didn't put in effort in my exam, I was so stubborn, I was rude to him and many many more. I feel that I am really idiotic la. Don't know la, is what I will say. Not happy is how I feel. Blah. My life seems to be in a chaos now. Flunk all my papers. Social studies, Chinese paper 1, E Math paper 2 and Chemistry la. Don't even know can promote a not loh. How dumb can I be? Haiz ... I seriously don't know. I only know I am tired. Really sick and tired. Don't even know when will all those things come to an end. To some people, I am just being selfish, inconsiderate and ... Sigh. What am I suppose to do? ... Sob ... :'(

New Songs ...

想太多

你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

普通的人

我不是爱听你嫌我闷
只是为多看你眼神
此刻幻想和他对调身份

他比我讨好我都承认
那么容易让你心疼
无论我有多诚恳
还是没资格竞争

贪心人我知道我会输他几分
好知己那麽多都成不了恋人
做情人没天份
对爱我却比他更加奋不顾身

只想做个普通的人
却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分
但却爱的虔诚
想成为你爱的人

就算做个普通的人
却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯
我甘心作陪衬
为你保留那对爱的天真

他身边总是不缺情人
你需要拥抱说一声
什么原因我都不会过问

我不能给你要的情份
却也微笑着做好人
当自己有梦有真
表演单恋的剧本

谁认真谁强忍时间他会作证
他精采我沉闷什么都愿牺牲
当相爱和失恋同一天发生
我还是选择去等

只想做个普通的人
却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分
但却爱的虔诚
想成为你爱的人

就算做个普通的人
却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯
我甘心作陪衬
为你保留那对爱的天真

只想做个普通的人
却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到一百分
但却爱的虔诚
想成为你爱的人

就算做个普通的人
却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你肯不肯
我甘心作陪衬
为你保留那对爱的天真

无论你肯不肯
我甘心作陪衬
总有一天爱情他会成真

2007-10-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to blog about. The only thing I know is when I see Mr Koh, I will try to turn and walk away as fast as possible. I don't know why. Maybe I think that by doing this, I will prevent myself to get into more troubles. I am already troubled enough. But Ms Chua say I am just trying to run away from the problem. And by running away, it won't help much la. Day and night, thinking and thinking. But is like I go and see him also no use, because I don't know what am I suppose to say to him. Go and see him and don't say anything is rude and defiance. Go and see him and say wrong thing also rude and defiance. So what am I suppose to do? I am at a lost. I seem to know only the three words. I DON'T KNOW! Haiz whatever la. I really don't know la. I think I flunk my papers la. I either write wrong thing or what la. I also don't know what am I doing la. For whatever reasons la just can't concentrate. Don't know la, nothing to blog liao. Bye!

2007-10-03T18:51:00.001+08:00

I am just not in the mood. Not in the mood of studying. Not in the mood of taking my exam. I don't know! I really don't know! All I know is that the CHEERFUL, HAPPY and retarded aikchoo who jokes around everyday seem to have gone missing. In short, I am NOT HAPPY. And now not even in the mood of blogging. Bye!

2007-10-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

My class has been wanting a court case. But 3e4? Who will create trouble la? - except me - So Ms Heng say is very hard to have a court case without a scenario. And finally, my class wish is being fulfilled by ME! I hate myself for creating troubles la. But what can I do? I guess I no longer know what's the meaning of respect liao. I am trying hard to ask people for advice see how can I solve the problem. And yet on the other hand, some people see this as an act for people to pity me. WTH?!?! Talk also rude. Don't talk also rude. To some people, I am forever rude. Blah blah blah ... EYE is on thursday. Is like less than 2 days la. I feel like an idiot. Haiz whatever la. Don't wanna blog liao. Bye!

2007-10-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

Nothing much la. Media club duty this week. So ya. Lessons and lesons. Study and study. Ya that's all. Mr Koh asked me to see him. As usual la, managed to escape. To be continue. Blog more tomorrow. Bye!

2007-09-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

I Love You

i love you
所以只能说声对不起
任何藉口都没有

i love you
已来不及好好去珍惜
后悔很多

不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次

很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你
像你离得无反顾

你身上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问已无法
原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦

i love you
对你的挚爱从不曾改变
要你快乐

i love you
好想对你说却来不及
后悔已太多

不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次

很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你
是挽不回的错误

你心上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问我无法
原来曾经拥有过
远比失去痛苦

我身上永远烙着你的笑
那么绝美的惩罚
想问我无法
原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦

2007-09-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

Erm nothing much la. Wake up at like 0900 like that. Went to have breakfast with my kor kor. Then did some revision for chemistry and chinese. Then late evening went to my grandma house with my mum. Wait for kor kor then went home together. Tomorrow gonna study whole day ba. Hopefully loh. Ya that's all. Oh wondering who is that GUEST in my tagboard. Actually I think I know who. But cannot confirm. Never mind, I shall find out myself. Okay good nitex everybuddies. I need to sleep ... Zzz Zzz Can find me at ZzzPURPLEzzZ DREAMLAND!

2007-09-29T10:11:00.000+08:00

Didn't want to blog about this part - which I am going to blog now - yesterday. Cos I need time to think. What Mr Yip say is really right. He said that a teacher has all rights to see students handphone and even messages. This is not invading their students' privacy. This only shows how much the teachers care for the students. After thinking what he told me for the whole night, I guess ... Haiz ... I AM IN THE WRONG AGAIN by not telling the truth to Mr Koh! See, is always my fault in the end. Haiz ... Oh and anyway chemistry lesson was cancelled. Not a very good thing. But never mind, I shall study on my own. See I am a good girl after all. :X

2007-09-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

Went for a battle today. I guess I am dead. Haha. English paper 1 was manageable. I am just afraid that I may be penalise here and there then in the end fail. Paper 2 was horrible. All about zoos! WTH?!?! It was hard for me ... Don't think can make it. But at least I know I did my best. Just hope that I won't disappoint people la. After exam went to market to eat with xh, lyn, sand and elieen. After that went back school to study. Mr Koh is supposed to help me with my math today. At first I thought he forgot, but he didn't. He came to me and asked me what I don't know. But I was doing physics, so did not want to do math. So rejected his help. Then he took my phone, I think to listen songs. I was shocked kay. Cos of some reasons. - only xh, lina, zhi jie know ... - So when he put down my phone I was relief. So told Zhi jie heng arh he never see that message. I don't know why he can hear la so he walked to me and talk away my phone. I tried to snatch away fom his hand. Of course I lose la. And he asked me what did I say and why he cannot see my message. Then I refused to tell him.So he never return me my phone. Waited for him. Then he asked me again. So I tell him nothing la nothing. Then I think he angry or what la, maybe just too pissed off by me, he said if i still don't tell him, once he returned me my phone, he will not talk to me anymore. True enough, he return me my phone and turned away. After that did E math. Lina and Johan was just busying taking photos while I do my E math. Then after a while, Mr Koh came out, stared at me and then walked away ... ... Like that loh. Like what can I do? Tell him that secret mah? Oh and is like I am on duty on monday la. Sianz ... Looking at the situation now, it's kind of a bad time. And tomorrow will be going to school for chemistry lesson. Then I plan to study the whole day tomorrow. So ya that's all. Bye!

- Photos taken by Johan ( My Kor kor edited the photos )

2007-09-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

Okay I am going for a BATTLE tomorrow. God bless me. [: It kind of a 生死战。I am not sure if I am able to win this battle and stay alive. But I will never give up and I will also try till the very last minute. I must not let down people who care for me. Okay, wanna know if I survive tomorrow? Stay tune to www.purplegirl-lifee.blogspot.com To be continue ...

2007-09-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

As usual la, went to school then lessons and lessons. After school went to have lunch with xh and Lyn. Went back to school to study with Johan. Have been studying with him for the past few days. But I have also been doing Math for the past few days la. But today, I studied 4 hours for science. 2 hours for physics, 2 hours for chemistry. But I still feel like my brain like empty like that lei. Haha. Never mind, I will never give up! Persevered! Continue studying again tomorrow. Ya that's all ba. Bye bye!

2007-09-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

I was late again! It's my 8th time. Nothing special in class. Only thing fun was Kun Xiang and Martin start throwing water baby at me. Like WTH?!?! Then kx gave me a lot of water baby also. Haha. Mrs Rama claimed that it was childish cos her son in primary school is playing with the water baby too. LOLs. Although is really a bit childish la, but is fun. Haha. Then assembly. I wasn't even paying attention to the assembly la. I was busying doing A math. Haha. Luckily no teacher caught me. Then went for detention. Still busying doing A math. -_-'' Then after detention went to level 1 to do A math again! LOLs. Actually I am starting to get worried. I am worried that I would disappoint people who care for me with my results. I am still not in the mood of studying la. But I am sort of like studying already la. But there's really too much to study. I don't know if I can make it a not ... ]: But I hope I will try my very best in order not to disappoint people who care for me. Studying again tomorrow. Sianz ... No choice. Never mind, left less than 10 days. I shall persevered. Jia you for myself! [: And of course to all the people taking exam. (: Okay bye bye!

2007-09-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

Actually I have got so much to blog today. But not really in the mood la. Feeling EMO again ... ]: I shall cut my post short. Some times I just don't get it, it is kind of obvious that it's not my fault in the first place la, but why ... Haiz ... Some people just got no eyes to see. - that some people is not NG WAN JUAN- Why, why, why?!?!?! Don't wanna go on ... Totally not in the mood of studying ... Too many things are going through my mind. Suddenly feel like letting go ... ]:

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
But watching you walked away ...

2007-09-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I am back. Although it was raining this morning, my papa and mama decided to go out. So ya, my whole family went out. It was raining quite heavily, but we only got 2 umbrella. So I go with my papa and my kor kor go with mama. Because my papa didn't want me to get wet so in the end he himself was so damn super wet la. I think I am really fortunate to have so much parental love and care. So might as well spend more time with my family than wasting my time on someone. No no is NG WAN JUAN. Or not later say I hum ji don't dare blog her name. Now it really make me wonder, NG WAN JUAN claimed that I was hum ji. But I guess the one who is really hum ji is her la, NG WAN JUAN. Yesterday I only posted her blog entry and blog about her, then today hor her blog is gone lei. WAH! NG WAN JUAN still dare to say Shu Xian hum ji. Please loh, even though people go spam her blog, but at least she didn't delete the whole blog loh. Not like somebody. Haiz keep forgetting, is NG WAN JUAN. I guess after reading this post, everybuddies should get a very clear picture who is the hum ji one la. I am being nice again by not being so direct. But I guess is kind of obvious la. NG WAN JUAN, go on and curse me ba. Haha. Still that sentence, firstly I don't give a damn and lastly I know you aren't any better than me. [: Blah! Okay bye bye!

2007-09-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

- Click to have a very CLEAR view of NG WAN JUAN entry

Regarding the post on friendship, which is on the 20 Sep 2007, about that 1 special case, I am referring to NG WAN JUAN. Oh she claimed that I am Hum Ji and don't dare to blog out her name. Oh well, I am just being nice. But since she like people to blog out her BIG name, I shall be humble a bit bit to go along with her. Na, this is your BIG name, NG WAN JUAN. You think you tall I scare arh? So what if my eyes not as big as yours? Don't anyhow say want to f*** people lj la. You lack of love arh? No one love and care for you arh? Oh ... can understand la. But for your information, at least I got my papa, mama, kor kor and many others, too many to name, who love and care for me. And I treasure all of their love and care. So don't anyhow say want to f*** my papa. Anyway my papa is too old for you la. Want f*** right? Go Geylang find la. Haiz ... sound rather cruel. But this is life. Haha. And I don't suck up to teachers. I treasure them in one way or another. Go on and blog or curse me in your blog la. Firstly, I don't give a damn. And lastly, I know you aren't any better than me. [:

- This is my shirt. And yes, I am really STUBBORN!

我讨厌我自己

我正要打电话给你
却发现是他在接听
我和他都放在同个手心里
这样的爱怎么说明
当我们紧抱在一起
他的味道从未散去
为什么总找不到你
我拼命发短讯
还要我强装着若无其事
我不喜欢这种感觉
还是无力
自尊在暧昧里挥发好气
我讨厌我自己
总是搞不定你
难道他比我的心对你还要细腻
当我看到你的窗口透着他的身影
开始怀疑我只是代替品
我讨厌我自己
总在楼下等你
在我装不知情你却紧紧拥在他的怀里
当我从照后镜看到你们的情景
我开始学习放弃
三个人难解的习题
为什么要缠在一起
我和他都放在同个手心里
这爱谈不下去
oh~no 我总是放不下喊停
好逊
我讨厌我自己
总是搞不定你
难道他比我的心对你还要体贴细腻
当我看到你的窗口透着他的身影
终于我知道爱随时可以被代替
我讨厌我自己
总在楼下等你
在我装不知情你却紧紧拥在他的怀里
当我从照后镜看到你们的情景
我开始学习放弃

2007-09-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

Okay I was quite late today. Reached school at like 0715. But someone is later. And that person just can't stop cursing the bus driver. Haha. And of course that person got to be Kar! Haha. No offense hor. Thought of having fun during P.E. today. But too bad, I was BORROWED from Mr Lai by Mr Koh to do the same old stuff. Anyway I was RETURNED too. Haha. Sound so wrong! :X After that lessons and lessons. But chemistry was fun today. Mrs Tan showed us the reaction of group 1 metals with cold water. Li, Na, K, Rb and ... all reactive metals. She used Na and K to show us. Ohhh ... It was super reactive la. It fizzes on the surface of water and explode/burn into flames. I think so ... Haha I am not very good at my chemistry. After the reactions, the cold water turn PURPLE!!! And the PURPLE is so F***ING nice loh. [: Haha. Then nothing much liao. After school went to eat with xh and Lyn. Then went back to school. Lyn and xh did D&T. And me? Of course la no need say also know. Did math. Math and math, nothing but math. But is like I do so many still very weak at A math. Haiz ... After school went to my grandma house. Then went home. So ya. Staying at home tomorrow. Most probably. :X Feel like studying ... Don't know la. See how loh ... Okay bye bye!

2007-09-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... People always say friendships can be very memorable and sweet, well but it is not always the cases for some people. From what i see, what I hears, I think it really hurts some times. Seeing the people around me losing best friends, quarreling with best friend and even hating best friends really make me feel so ... Erm ... don't know how to put it in words. I just want to make myself very clear here, I TREASURE FRIENDSHIP A LOT!!! But for some cases, no it should be for that one case, - I don't think I need to blog out the name - I think I did the right thing for not treasuring her. She don't deserve it! But I will learn to treasure and appreciate everyone that I care and everyone who care for me before it's too late. I don't want to live with regrets. So ya, I promised myself I will treasure every single one I care for and everyone who care for me. And last of all, I want to see all my loves one - people who I care for and people who care for me - SMILE[: ... ... ...

2007-09-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

Erm. HeLLo! Haven't been blogging these few days. Haha. As usual, everyday also got lessons. So ya. Tuesday went to Ngee Ann poly. Did some kind of math test and play game. Quite fun la. Yesterday after school help Mr Koh and Mr Heng do some stuffs la. Today morning Ms Chua message me and asked me to set up things for today Sec 4E/5N form teachers' period. So ya reached to school at like 0650. Then set up loh. After school waited for xh then went to market and eat. So cool! [: Haha. Ya tomorrow also studying with xh. Er no no, she doing D&T, I MAYBE studying. Haha. To be honest, I haven't really started my revision. :X Hey, people who read this don't go spread around hor, later I will get killed by my teachers ... :X And last of all, I will treasure the ones beside me de. So ya. That's all la. Bye bye!

2007-09-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

Okay nothing special happened today. So ya, I think won't be blogging for the next few days ... I think is time to really study liao. So ya. I am really going to study this time, But if I still retain, no no Mrs Tan say cannot retain, if I transfer to normal stream, I would rather kill myself. :X If I study still don't do well, something is really not right with me. So ya. That's all. All the best to everyone for EYE. Jia you! Chiong, chiong, chiong! [: Bye bye!

2007-09-16T13:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday studied at home for like 2 hours plus. Then at night went to IMM to walk around. Then went to my big Aunt house. Reached home around midnight. Today woke up at like 0900 plus. Then had breakfast. Did some revision for social studies. Then studied chemistry on periodic table.No media club tomorrow. I think studying with xh after school. I think is time to really study liao. I don't want to retain. Anyway Mrs Tan say if retain also cannot take pure science course liao. She won't allow one. So if I really retain, I also don't know where I can go. :S Haiz ... Mr Chan favourite phrase, go ITE la. Haha. Tomorrow also have Mrs Tan chemistry double science lesson. O_O Cos the group is like so small, quite scary. She stared at every single 1 of us. Haha. Okay. Going to study for chemistry again. Bye bye!

- A picture that I drew!

This is exactly how the situation is now. Pass? Fail? 一线之差。I am hanging at that line. It's not easy to climb up. But is so easy to let go. Thinking of letting go but ... Haiz I promised myself I will not disappoint the ones who care for me. Yes, I will try very very hard to hang on. But I don't know how long can I hang there. Just hope that I won't let go of myself. If I don't help myself, nobody can help me. But anything can happen. For all I know, I may just lost grip and FALL ... ]:

- Messy and Complicated Lifee

2007-09-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

Just reached home. And I am like half dead. I need my bed. So ya blog tomorrow! Good Nitex.

2007-09-14T19:55:00.000+08:00

As usual went to school. Help to set up media cos esli not in school. Then lessons and lessons. Had P.E. with Mr Koh cos Mr Lai not in school. He was not in a good mood ba, quite fierce. Chemistry, Mrs Tan went for the graduation ceremony so never come to class also. Is like my class so many free periods this week. Monday, 2 periods. Tuesday, 2 periods. Wednesday, 4 periods. Thurday, 4 periods. Today, 3 periods. Wah! A lot lei. And is like exam so near loh ... :X I am really going to chiong from next monday onwards. No time liao la. After school went to eat with xh. Then did video again. After that went to study at level one. Then help Mr Koh do some stuff la. Then went to market for ice kachang. LOLs. After that went home loh. Nothing liao la. Oh wait still got 1 more thing, I GET BACK MY PHONE LIAO!!! Haha ... You all can call and sms me liao. [: LOLs. Bye bye! [:

2007-09-13T22:07:00.001+08:00

2007-09-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

Same la. Nothing special. Oh Mrs Soh talked to us during physics lesson. She said that there shouldn't be any slacking in class 3e4. Not counting today, 14 days to EL EYE and 20 days to EYE. And guess what? I haven't even started studying yet! :X That why I always ask myself, am I fit to be in 3e4? Haiz ... Can someone spare me some "discipline to study" cells? I seriously need it ... Counting down to the number of days of exiting the PHONE-LESS life. 1 MORE DAY! Yessss! :P Ya getting my phone back tomorrow. But Mrs Soh say only if I cut my hair then can get back phone ... :S But haha. I cut liao. [: So bye bye to PHONE-LESS life tomorrow. Actually thought of changing phone. I shall talk NICELY to my Papa amd Mama. Haha. Hope Mr Lai will come tomorrow. I want P.E. Play play play. So fun! Haha. Our class is sending another get well soon card for Mrs Yeo. So nice of us right? LOLs. Okay that's all la. Lazy blog liao. Bye bye!

西界

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

2007-09-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing special today. Morning assembly, attire check. And of course, FAIL! Haha. Had to stand for the whole reading time. :X Lessons and lessons. 4 free periods. Cos Ms Tiong go hospital check-up. Didn't waste that 4 periods cos I was doing A math loh. She give us a lot of homework. Had chemistry test today. It was very hard! Haha. Sure fail one la. AFter that went to west mall with xh and eat. Then after that went back to school. Do A math with Andrew. After that went to help out in MC. Actually didn't do much also. LOLs. Then talked to Pei Wen and Kun Xiang for a while. Then went home. If only I was born 1 year later. Haha. This year they got so many choices. I think 7 or 8. But their combinations quite weird. Some time I really wonder, why am I in 3e4. Is like most of my classmates are so hardworking la. Me?!?!? Hahahaha. And is like most of them have almost completed their revision for EYE. Me?!?!? Hahahaha. HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED!!! Not counting today, 15 days to EL EYE, 21 days to EYE. And I am still so F**K-ing relax la. Haiz ... Never mind. People always say is never too late to start now. And ya I hope I am starting soon ... Real soon ... [: Okay that's all for today!

And ... HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY XIU HUI! [:

Here I Am

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night

Here I am
Here I am

[Chorus :]
Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul
(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go

Here I am
Here I am

But where were you when I was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post-it note is what I've got
It says: "I'm sorry, but I know you're not"
So
Here I am yeah
Here I am

[Chorus]

Here I am
Here I am

There will come a day when all of this is in my past
And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
I'm trying not to fall
Damn it's such a long way down
But here I am

Yeah Yeah Yeah

[Chorus]

And Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)

Yeah Yeah Yeah

(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go

Here I am
Here I am

2007-09-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

Today every thing is back to normal again. But I super hyper in class loh. LOLs. Ms Tiong say one. Anyway is true la, she down there teaching I down there laugh and laugh for NO REASON. Hahaha. Then she say I was so sleepy in class yesterday when she was teaching - I slept in her lesson :X - but then today I was so super hyper la. Then she say last night never watch midnight movie arh? Cos have been watching midnight movies recently and like didn't sleep on sunday. So yesterday when I go school I was like half dead. No no, I was ninth ten dead! Haha. Then yesterday night slept at like 2130. It was super early la. That why today so hyper. LOLs. Lessons as usual. Did physics pratical. Got back Social studies paper. Not bad la, 14/20. Can't wait to get back geo and chinese paper. Oh I think getting back chinese tomorrow. After lessons went for assembly. BORED! But then we got scolded for jeering at someone. But is like only few people loh. But we were all asked to stayed back and write reflection. Let me blog out what I write: " I don't think I did anything wrong. How would I know how it would affect that person when I never even do anything. I only laugh. I don't think laughing is wrong. As long as you are a human, you will laugh. Is a natural reaction. " LOLs. See what can the teachers do to me. Haha. :P After that went to eat lunch with xh. Then went home. I think going out with xh tomorrow. Sometimes seeing some of my classmates so hardworking, I feel guilty loh. I am like so damn super slack la. What should I do? Haiz ... EYE is just round the corner. I am still very relax. Still can watch midnight movies. :X Okay I think is really time to start studying la. I will try my very best to put in effort in studying. Yes! I will TRY! [: And ya, me and xh have new names. Yesterday during Media she down there keep Yo Yo Yo ... So 1 of our juniors gave us this name. EGG (me) YOLK - originated from YO! - (xh). So we are called EGG YOLK! [: Haha okay that's all la. Bye everybuddies!

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-09-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

Okay went to school as usual. But something unusual happened today. Mr Koh was not in school. ]: He was on MC I think. This is so unlikely. He once told me before that there will only be 2 reasons why he not in school. 1st, hospitalize. 2nd, ~~dead~~. Erm is like so much of coincidence la. - Read the last part of 6 Sep post - then you all will understand. Anyway is like so weird loh. It's 0725, and no one ask the school to stand up for flag-rising. Only if he is around, this kind of situation definitely won't happen loh. Luckily Mr Heng went to help. Okay lessons as usual. Mrs Tan was super angry today. She shouted but not at us la. She shouted at 3e6. Had geo test. Erm... okay okay loh. Only the last question never do. Cos I never study that part. But great improvement okay. I actually studied and know how to do the first 2 questions. :P Got bach physics paper. 31/50. Not bad la. My target was 25/50. Anyway Mrs Soh circled and said must aim higher. LOLs. After lessons went for Media Club. Did editing again. Finishing soon. I think left the credits only. After that went to the market and eat with xh. Then went home. Hope he will be back tomorrow. [: Ya okay that's it. Bye bye!

2007-09-09T03:34:00.001+08:00

Ya just came back. Watch 881. Mostly Hokkien, don't really understand. CHIMALOGY! Haha. See the sub-title loh. Starting quite funny, but the ending was damn super sad loh. Cried ... ]: But is nice la, worth watching. The show end about 0145. It's too late la, nothing much to do and anyway only MAC is opened. The rest all closed liao. So went to MAC to hang around and chat loh. That why so late then come back. Haha. So ya I stayed at home to mug. Time seem to fly when I was mugging. I mugged from about 1100 to 1500. And I managed to revise all the physics topics, majority of the chemistry topics and I did revision exercise on indices for E math. I shall mug for E math, A math and geography on sunday afternoon. Shall mug longer. :X Holidays ending soon. Is like so fast loh. And ya, I thought is every term change the late-coming record. But I was wrong loh. Is every semester. I cannot late anymore. I late 1 more time I will have to ... ee ... Mr Chan say WASH TOILET! haha. Still got like 2 more months to go, don't know if I can make it a not. LOLs. Later I ended up washing toilet. OMG! Cannot imagine ... :O Haha. I think I have just been attacked by the "ZzzZzzZ" Monster. LOLs. I need my bed now, SERIOUSLY. Haha. Good nitex everybuddies!